Ajeng's

HEELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2011-09-21T19:10:00.000-07:00

HAI! ANNYEONG! KONNICHIWA! OHHH every greeting words in every languange, i will say it right now. How are you my blog readerssssssssssssssssssssssssss (like i have one)

zomg. i don't update this blog. I'm mean. sowryyy. I'm busy in tumblr! :D it's so fun and interestingggggg. so i've not updated this blog for...3-4 months? oops. mianhae! gomenasai!

so my life.. had gone through ups and downs, lately i'm on downs but SHINee helped me (believe it or not, SHINee is still in my mind especialy their lead dancer).

yeahh, ups and downs. Phoenix got 9th place of 40 participants for regionals, went to Anyer with friends for holiday, got someone to be attached to, fell to deep, tricked, heart-broken, hating, wishing someone to die, deleting someone from my life, buying SHINee's merchandises, new class, hard times of 12th grade ( i'm not kidding. 12th grade is killer), ahh many memories. But my state actually is going down~ *sigh*

SHINee, K-Pop and musics are my runaways.

my life is too...messed up to tell you guys :) yah i hope you have a good life. ciaossu.

uhm..

2011-05-31T06:30:00.000-07:00

i just simply don't know what had happened.

jealous for something that well, for someone, that don't even know who i am?

i know that fact. but still it hurts more than anything. really really more than anything.

people talking about his ideal type. which is not me for sure. i know, i know. but it hurts.

this life is harder than it should be now, reality hurts.

i'm not the delusional one, but still. i'm happy if he's happy, but just, well this small heart of mine feel hurt, that's all :)

why am i like this?

maybe because i had fell too deep?

mendadak.

2011-05-04T08:47:00.000-07:00

mendadak.

kangen waktu dateng telat tiap hari, ampe udh pada hapal

kangen nyasar waktu nyari kelas pertama kali

kangen hari2 mendung

kangen teritori pojokan dimana isinya pasti gue, Jennifer, Anne, Astri, Judith. saking
nggak bs dipisah akhirnya setiap kimia pasti dipisah sm bu Odil.

kangen waktu ngomongin Eyeshield 21 gila-gilaan

kangen waktu abis olahraga, pasti satu kelas ngumpul di bawah kipas angin dan becanda2
plus ngobrol2

kangen masa2 menderita gara2 pressure

kangen ngomongin Bleach!! ampe heboh di twitter sendiri

kangen ngatain yg jadian *single rese*

kangen nontonin cowo2 main hamburger, atau lempar tutup botol, dan segala game
geblek lainnya yg ada ada aja diciptain

kangen seisi kelasnya yg konyol, dramaqueen/dramaking, nyolotnya sama

kangen kelas yg kalo pelajaran Jepang pasti terbagi dua kubu : kubu aktif dan pasif T-T

kangen lawakannya bu kristal. *lho*

kangen moving class.

kangen jd anak jahat

paling pol,

adalah kangen suasana pewenya yang nggak pernah bs digantiin. kangen banget bangetan
suasana waktu pagi-pagi, kalo lg mendung ampe langit jd gelap. bener2 pewe. kangen banget-bangetan
sm orang2nya yang bisa diajak kerjasama. kangen jg sama kebersamaannya. kangen
sama semua yang ada di waktu-waktu itu.

kangen sm divisi 2 sepenuhnya :'(

kangen Juni 2009-Juni 2010

mau balik. plis.

hello~

2011-04-27T08:17:00.000-07:00

again, it have been weeks since the last time i posted something here. i'm kinda miss this blog tho. but idk what should i write, soo -_- that's the main reason why i'm lacking at posting.

i just amazed with my Top 25 Most Played in my iTunes. I mean, the numbers are pretty amazing O_O it reached 600+ LOL. let me show you the list.

1. Rihanna's Only Girl In The World - 671 plays
I DONT KNOW that left my iTunes kept playing in mute for hours when I playing The Sims 2 could give this effect. yeah. it's ridiculous actually because the reason of the big number is : my brother left it keep playing in repeat when we played Sims 2 for hours, until dawn. ah-ha-ha.

2. Linkin Park's Faint - 501 plays
okay this one, i really listened until it reach 500+. i mean, the song is really cool and wow-ing, also i got my own imagination about this song. but this song is really goooood, the best of Linkin Park for me.

3. Onelifecrew's Tsuioku Merry-Go-Round - 376 plays
ohoho this song is the theme song of my days when I'm addicted to Fairy Tail. Gray-sama~ :3 but the song is really calming and nicee. you really should listen this song. sooo relaxing.

4. David Guetta ft. Rihanna's Who's That Chick -343 plays
eh this song is addicting -_-

5. Far East Movement ft. Ryan Tedder's Rocketeer - 309 plays
ahahaha this song is very addicting. too good, too cool, too...ah everything. first time i heard it, i'm in love with this song in instant. what a perfect job, FEM & Ryan!

6. SHINee's Ring Ding Dong - 309 plays
oh. like you need to questioning about this song again. this is SHINee's first song that made me attached to them, because it's so good and energybooster-ing *what kind of word is this*. my friends also knew SHINee because of Ring Ding Dong and they often sang it too -_-

7. SuG's Rockin Playing Game - 282 plays
Song from my days when i'm addicted to Fairy Tail also. this song is cool thoo

8. SHINee's Lucifer - 278 plays
ahaha this song is addicting also. and i often listening to it for the dance practice, fuuh finally i can dance the whole song now. their voices here are so amaziiing~

9. Dev's Bass Down Low - 273 plays
oh this song is addicting. for playing in Tap Tap or just listening or just dancing -_- Phoenix's spirit burner.

10. Shiho Nanba's Gomen Ne Watashi - 248 plays
this song is so calming. the orchestra is, wow. i loveee it.

okay i'm sleepy now and i don't think i'll continued the post until it reach 25th -_- i'll only post the top 10. btw, the Kpop songs in that list are 12 songs : SHINee's RDD, Lucifer, Hello, A.MI.GO, JoJo, Love Still Goes On, Romeo+Juliette ; SNSD's OH! ; MBLAQ's Stay ; B2ST's Shock and Breath ; and Super Junior's BONAMANA and Sorry Sorry. The rest are Like A G6, Please Don't Go, Thank You!!, and Misery.

SHINee did dominated the list -__- sorry, I'm a Shawol myself.

going to bed, see you someday! annyeong!

#np GD&TOP - Baby Good Night

16/04/2011

2011-04-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

1. in a bad mood, thanks to the kitchen range, my brother, my wounds, my internet connection, my society, etc.

2. pressure overflowing

3. craving for ANY chocolate bars esp. snickers mars and cadbury. also chocolate and banana milk. also Yupi Baby Bears and Neon Worms. Also Pocky. Also Pringles.

4. irritated easily today, idk why.

5. too many people breaking my mood and don't understand what i'm feeling today.

6. even Taemin's massive photo spams in Tumblr don't cheered me up until i reached my happy-mood meter.

..

can i just moved to Seoul and started a new, wealthy life, perfectly like i want it to be?

HOLIDAY!

2011-04-14T10:00:00.000-07:00

i've got my holiday agaiin~ woohoo! it starts tomorrow until, well i forgot but it's around one week or more. gosh so happy!

i got some songs stuck inside my brain lately, dominated by K-pop as usual. They are MBLAQ'S Again, MBLAQ'S Cry, Flight Facilities's Crave You, & Katy Perry's E.T.

uoh it's pretty tiring you know, suddenly remembered the lyrics of those songs and can't help to sing it, and the tones and lyrics just stucked inside your brain -_- now i can't stop listening to Cry and E.T. , Cry is just too goood and calming! The lyric is not calming actually, but the rhythym and tones did!

and I'm really surprised when I watched today's MTV OK Karaoke. -_-

me : *switch the channel to MTV while eating*
TV : "Nareul mukko gadoon.damyeon sarangdo mukkin chae, miraedo mukkin chae~"
me : *turn my head in instant, and saw 5 boys I loved the most in this world was dancing in TV* OH!!!!!!!

really, i did scream when I heard that lines of SHINee's Lucifer, xixixi. It's an automatic reactions. My mom even surprised when I screamed suddenly and ran to the tv and sit in front of it, eyes glued.

and right after Lucifer finished, Super Junior's Sorry Sorry followed. ha.

gosh i'm too sleepy. see you tomorrow, if i remember. cao!

sigh

2011-04-01T06:38:00.000-07:00

yo. boredom attacked me so here i am.

school had turned into hell, lately. i miss my holidays :( when i can playing on Tumblr until dawn and sleep whenever i want and wake up whenever i want, when i can listen to my favourite musics and playlists as long as i want without worrying about my other schedules, etc.

and i miss SHINee a lot :( i knew that they were preparing their debut in Japan for May 2011 and some rumours said that they were doing their new album (honestly when i read the rumour i'm really happy). But i miss watching them performing live in TV :( last time I saw SHINee new thingy is in Oh! My School episode 15 when Onew appeared.

Oh, btw, Oh! My School is just damn HILARIOUS. i watched the 15th episode around 22.30 p.m, and i laughed so HARD. i don't care how late it was. that episode is just damn FUNNY! especially Onew with his fabulous ttakbam skill, lol. and when he played the game where he need to sing an english-lyric song into a korean-lyric song. When he made a mistake and get a very strong wind and he UNEXPECTEDLY thrown from his chair because of the wind! of course he was exaggerating but it's just damn funny and i can't stop laughing -_- and he done it twice. and also in a episode (i forgot which episode) when one of the guest star is Lee Joon, and he was ordered to asked a girl to buy her a food. And what he did is just GLARE with his unlimited charisma and sharp eyes. OH GOD if i was the girl i will be very happy ~~and screamed then fainted or just being numb and don't know what to do or got a heart attack~~ .oh guys, you should watch this show at KBS World. really cheering up your day.

yeah, just wished me a better life for the next days. see ya~

annyeong!

2011-03-21T08:35:00.000-07:00

okay okay for you who don't understand, my title means : "Hello". in Korean. well you know that I'm in love with Korean thingy lately.

finally! i have a holiday for a week. thanks to the seniors who got their final exams. wish you all good luck! :) while i'm enjoying my days in my home~

while everyone tweeting or saying that "i'm boreed! let's go somewhere~" etc etc, i'm enjoying my days at home. really man, my crib is the best place in this world, although not all of the people in it is the best in this world. my room especially :D the most loveable place!

i love BED so much. my bed is the best thing EVER. no one could compare its comfort! i could lay on my bed for a whole day. with snacks on my bed, laptop, earphones, modem. OH MY LIFE IS PERFECT. and sometimes i turned the TV on. that's HOLIDAY for me. Holiday is times when I don't have to do ANYTHING, just do whatever I want.
Holiday is laying on your bed, wake up whenever you want, listening to music 24/7, internet connection is on and fast, tumblr-ing.
Holiday is spending time with bestfriends like today~

my friends even used to it, knew that I'm very lazy to go anywhere. lots of people had called me "gabut" but then I don't care. it's the best thing in this world, so what?

did i just see lots of fakers around my life lately? -_-

#keshuffle Barbra Streisand! ~(-.-~) (~-.-)~

guys did you just love pearlescent sky blue as much as i am? :)

sorry for being crazy in late night like this. wish me luck for my life. see ya!

Too many.

2011-03-12T04:07:00.000-08:00

yo.

these past few days, lot of sad things happened.

Let's start with the latest. It's Japan's 8.9 SR Earthquake, followed by 6-meter Tsunami at Miyagi prefecture. Twitter became really crowded at that time (Friday, 11 March 2011). I saw the live footage on CNN, and I really wanted to cry at that time. I saw how the water and waves destroyed everything that it passed, and when a building explode and turned into fire, it just so...sad. :'( i went to Tumblr, and I became more sad than before when I saw the footage, the GIF images, and the symphaties posts. The effect of the earthquake was unbelieveable too, Hawaii also hitted by the tsunami, also West Papua.

On Thursday, I heard about Heechul-oppa's injury and illness. I followed @heechulfacts and they said that Heechul oppa was sick :'( he couldn't eat because he'll vomit, and he also got injuries during SS3 in Shanghai. I really worried and sad because he's one of my bias :( on SS3 Taiwan, he even covered his face with mask and in a weak condition. Get well soon Heechul oppa!! :'(

I also had told about the news, that Leeteuk, Heechul, and Yesung will postpone their carreer on Super Junior because their military call. Leeteuk will called this year and Heechul on 2012 :'( i can't imagine SuJu without these men. Hmm, at least it's for Korea itself too. Go fight win, Super Junior!

It's a gloomy and sad week for me. My mid-tests scores is not that well too, but at least that dammit tests have finished. At least I still have my Tumblr with lots of SHINee things that'll cheer me up. At least I still have my loveable family, friends, God, and biases (?). Well, actually my biases did cheered up my days. :) Taemin and Lee Joon ({})

i fell into Korean wave too deep, I think? -_-

see ya~

Korean?!

2011-02-20T08:01:00.000-08:00

Actually I've posted this before, last year. But the list has totally changed (except for one person). So I'll update the list.

I did think that karma loves me. I mean, I've been karma's victim for so many times. This is just another example. I've saying bad things about K-Pop artists when I'm in 10th grade, and now...yeah you know how much I love SHINee and turned into a Shawol. Oh btw, the list will be dominated by SHINee members. Sorry. I love them too much.

5. Jang Hyunseung

cute guy from Beast, really good at dancing, have a heart-melting smile, oh-ho-ho. He's just too cute.

4. Kim Jonghyun

he's the black-haired one. Emm the guy beside him is Key, FYI. Jonghyun is the lead singer in SHINee and i must admit he got a fabulous voice (he and Onew! :D ) and he's just really funny, he's the one that made me laugh very much in Hello Baby. He's just really..mm,wow. He's handsome of courseee and he got that charms! :3

3. Kim Heechul

Super Junior's member that I love the most. Actually Siwon started made me scared O_O even though he's handsome. In BONAMANA Heechul's hair made my jaw dropped :D His face is just really heart-melting. Even though I'm really surprised when he turned into Lady HeeHee at Singapore~ but he's still handsome thoo!

2. Choi Minho

THE SURVIVOR IN MY LISTTT! Honestly when I saw that photo, just like what Tumblr people said, ovaries exploded. BANG. he's too charismatic and handsome oh God O_O especially when he still got that long hair, whoaaa~ when he cut his hair he look more manly but this long hair is enough for me :3 but that fabulous face and hair not made him got the first position in my list.

The first place? Who else.

1. Lee Taemin

if you want me to talk about my reasons for choosing him as my ultimate bias, i will tell you in so many sentences that only made you bored, I'm sure. 5 main reasons : handsome, heart-melting, childish, dances expert, cool. i'm a big fan of him for sure, and meet him is my biggest wish. He's one of few reasons that made my life enjoyable and happy.

It'll be nice if one of you guys marry me *raising eyebrows* especially the number 1.

Dreamnator

2011-02-20T00:52:00.000-08:00

i'm depressed.

too many things to be thinked of. too many tasks and works. too many "things i must done/accomplish".

lately is Tumblr who cheered me up, but then, when I woke up and go to school, my life became gloomy again. haa~

And while I'm depressed, sometimes my imaginations went really wild, like right now.

I'm dreaming that one day, I'm the owner of a huge technology company, so of course I'm very rich. Hell yea.

Theen. I'll paid scientists and technicians, to build a machine, called Dreamnator. (okay i know it's sound like that villain in Phineas and Ferb, all of his machine always named with -nator behind it. sorry i forgot his namee)

what will Dreamnator do?

Through your brains, he collected all of your dreams that you got while you're sleeping. All of it.

Then, your dreams will appeared in their LCD screen, with thumbnails just like in iTunes.

Then, select your favorite dream, the dream where you really want to live in there.

The machine will created a new dimension, separated from anywhere else, with your friends and families also there. The difference with this muthafucka world is - your life is different.

Example. I got a dream where I'm dating Ya-Ha. If I choose that dream, the Dreamnator will created the new dimension, where I'm Ya-Ha's girlfriend and live my life just like in my dream. My friends are still there, so do my families, except they're not included in my dream.

And with the portal from the Dreamnator, all you need to do is just stepped inside, and enjoy your new dimension.

When you had stepped there, you got 2 choice ; get back to the previous world or stayed in this new world from Dreamnator.

For every world you made, you'll get a key for the portal, so you can go back to the previous world anytime.

If you decided to stayed there, just throw the key away, but lock the portal first. Easy, isn't it? There's no other way to exit the dreamworld when you've burn the key. Nobody could get inside, and nobody could get out either.

The personality of the people in your dreamworld will be exactly the same like they used too.

Actually, it's more like, you created a new EARTH.

:)

when the Dreamnator done and succesfully working, I'll pick my dream where I'm Taemin's fiancee.

:)

then, i'll bring the Dreamnator to my dreamworld and locked it somewhere. Before making Dreamnator, I'll also took the blueprints and learned it all, then erased the memory of the scientists and technicians about the Dreamnator so there'll be only ONE Dreamnator in this galaxy, or world, or whatever.

Then I just need to stepped inside my new Earth.

Dating my bias for real,

Being rich for real,

Studying in my dream university for real,

Being happy forever for real.

:)

see? when I'm depressed, this brain of mine just uncontrollable.

Hello,Hello~

2011-02-19T08:27:00.000-08:00

hello, hello~ (Hello's reffrain tunes)

i haven't posted anything cool in this blog lately, right? sorryy~ i'm enjoying my Tumblr too much. i mean, everyday i found new updates about SHINee or hilarious quotes and news. How could I not stuck there for weeks, or months -__- follow my Tumblr,guys! bernadetteajeng.tumblr.com

Utada Hikaru's Goodbye Happiness is such a calming song, right? My daydreaming time is perfect with this song~ even thought I don't have much time for daydreaming like I used to few years ago. ha. But I still love daydreaming, which is always dominated with my imaginations about Lee Taemin. Well of course, he's the one who had been bothering my mind for weeks, or maybe for the next years.

i've slowly learned SHINee's Lucifer dance moves. And well, not bad! I've done few moves. haa~ Yeah i've turned into a Shawol, everyone. I have turned into a Shawol. I ate my own words and became a fan of a Korean boyband. Oh SHINee..

my school is crazy. hah i don't need to tell you. i'm tireddd :(

before i started spamming for more, i'll end this post here.

ciaooo. pray for me to get a better mood.

Romeo + Juliette

2011-02-15T00:09:00.000-08:00

-SHINee's-

this painful love story
has frozen my heart
i give another short sigh at this love, love come to hate
the rest of my breath becomes distant, becomes faint
girl meets boy and a painful love starts now
an unspeakable love becomes an echo and love starts again

i loved you, i wanted you
i went to you, so even if you hate me
My heart cries
because it yearns to say more
sadness makes another day pass by

with only the memories of loving you
i'm stupid for being selfish with you
Now i feel a little confused
you don't know that you're my only boo
i only look at you

that love starts again

You don't know me nor the love i feel for you

A painful love starts again
before i meet with you i try not to let my feelings control me

I hate goodbyes.

i can't say that i love you
and like a fool again
i couldn't hold onto you

i love you, i want to see you
i still don't know
i dont know love
i dont know goodbyes
i still dont know
i know that my hearts wants you, oh my girl! oh my love!

theres a cloud as clear as her gaze
just knowing that we can see it together makes it beautiful
[Minho] the day the cloud turns into rain, we can no longer see it
knowing that we can't escape, my heart sinks.

from thoughts of you i yell inside myself
"I LIKE YOU!"
The echoes answer back "no way"
without you, my feelings are down
i still believe that you'll come back
i fell so deep in love
with such a girl like you
don't think of me as just a boy
like a man, i want to be your lover, your love

that love starts again

you don't know me nor the love i feel for you

a painful love starts again

before i meet with you i try not to let my feelings control me

I hate goodbyes.

i can't say that i love you
and like a fool again
i couldn't hold onto you

i love you, i want to see you

now i'll say that i love you
i'll make myself love you
we meet through much difficulty
even when you waited for me, i could't hold on to you
my image now vanishes

that love starts again.

you don't know me nor the love i feel for you.

A painful love starts again
before i meet with you i try not to let my feelings control me

I hate goodbyes.

i can't say that i love you
and like a fool again
i couldn't hold onto you

i love you, i want to see you.

this painful love story has frozen my heart
i give another short sigh at this love i've come to hate
the rest of my breath grows faint, dies away

girl meets boy and a painful love starts now
an uspeakable love becomes an echo and love starts again

she has a lot of things she want to say
but it doesn't look like they'll get through
heartache, heartache, heartache
"will you come to me? lean on me?"
i lay those sorts of worries aside
get rid of all those lingering affections, erase them

P.S. I want to hear her voice one last time.

I love y-you.

i don't know why, but i love SHINee's way to telling the story of Romeo and Juliette. The song is so calming and perfect for my lullabies collection :)

2011-02-03T03:16:00.000-08:00

first of all...

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
GONG XI FAT CHOI!

i'm wishing you all who celebrated it will got a great life this year, always be blessed and got many money. so then you can give me some of yours :p just kidding. i'm not celebrating this lunar new year, tho. but i love this Lunar New Year celebration, because thanks to it, MTV and Channel V keep airing programs about K-Pop! which means, I saw SHINee and SuJu a lot today! nyaa~

i don't think i've done a right thing to post that Taemin GIF image in my blog...well now everytime i checked my blog i saw that GIF again and again and he stared at me in that GIF, it do start making me crazy. help.

enough with the K-Pop chit-chat *i won't stop for few weeks or months you now, i'll keep talking K-Pop, i think.*

i'll go to Jumapolo on Sunday, to do that kind of activity that called "LIVE-IN". yeah, living with someone you never know in a village, got a new parents and maybe sisters or brothers for 5 days, stayed in a house with one of your friend, doing what your new parents do.

i don't think i'm ready, honestly. one of my main reasons is BUGS. what if there's spiders or cocroaches ~~and they crawled to my skin and walking~~ ..... GAAAAAAAH

wish me luck for Sunday, I'll be back on Friday or Saturday next week.

wish God will bless me, and bless Taemin too wherever he is

THE BEST GIF IMAGE EVER.

2011-02-03T00:04:00.000-08:00

i shud share it in tumblr but i can't open my tumblr, while I really really really want to show this to you guys. It's from Forever Shining Shinee.

HE STARED AT ME. HE'S DEFINITELY STARED AT ME *nosebleed*

Y U MUST BE SO HANDSOME TAEMINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

night spammingg

2011-01-31T07:35:00.000-08:00

well yeah can't sleep so nowww i went to this blog and post something.

okay if you followed my posts lately, then surely you know that I'm in love with SHINee. Especially with Lee Taemin, since I've declared that I'm a proud Shawol and Taemints. YEAH TAEMIN!

talking about K-Pop mv, some of them are stucked in my brain lately. Like, I just can't forget their dance moves and those beats of the song.

the first one is After School's BANG!. my friend, Judith, is the one who told me about that girls group and i must admit all of them are PRETTY! reallyreally pretty. especially Uee and Kahi. the music video is cute and i just can't forget the "A-ha, A-ha" part where they open-close their hands in front of their face. well, see it by yourself. There's a technology called YouTube.

Bonamana once again stucked in my brain, because few days ago Seoul Sunday showed the video on MTV. SuJu is the kings of dance, well their dances in Bonamana are superb, they done the dance really good and powerful! wish i could dance like them.

but the one that made me really squealing like crazy is SHINee's Juliette.

let me tell you my reactions when i watched this MV.

1. scratch the sofa
2. screaming
3. bite the bolster
4. squealing
5. pinched my brother's face really hard until he pinched me back
6. found out it was very hard to breathe
7. jaw-dropped
8. repeated it once again, and again, and again

i'm not lying, i've done all of those.

I've watched Ring Ding Dong, Lucifer, and Hello, all of them well, when I saw Ring Ding Dong on MTV i screamed really loud until my mom surprised but that's it.

when I saw Juliette, I'm totally SPEECHLESS :D

The main reason, of course the maknae Lee Taemin.

how could he be so handsome~

i mean, when he sing there and took off his mask, OH GOD WHEN HE TOOK OFF HIS MASK i'm screaming like crazy and don't have any strength to press the pause button. really. and just few seconds after that, there's Minho, with his charismatic face, appeared. how could I stay aliveeee

the music video is definitely my lullaby. well, i watched it everyday now, before i went to bed. it'll help me!

yeahyeah i know i'm really addicted,

but then what should i do? blame Taemin.

Brain-stucked

2011-01-29T07:38:00.000-08:00

i'm boreeeeeeeeeed and just want to share.

okay since i got too many songs stuck inside my brain these few past weeks..

here are some songs that had stuck inside my brain for days.

1. ROCKETEER - Far East Movement ft. Ryan Tedder
stuck for.....just don't know. too long.
kayaknya pertama gue dengerin nggak ampe nyangkut. terus pas dengerin kedua kalinya, beh. alhasil tuh kertas di buku-buku gue tulisannya "ROCKETEER" semua.

2. RING DING DONG - SHINee
stuck for a week until now.
yang salah siapa hayoooo~ salahkan Taemin untuk ini. untuk dancenya yg naujubilah di music videonya, untuk senyumnya pas di music videonya, dan gara-gara dance movesnya yg bikin gue penasaran pengen nyoba. alhasil udh didengerin berapa kali yaaa

3. HELLO - SHINee
stuck for a week until now.
yg nyangkut itu cuma bagian " Who knows? Two of us - Might be destiny~" tentunya dalam bahasa Korea dimana yg gue denger adalah mereka bilang "who knows, uri, duri" . dan itu nyangkut berkali kali di otak pas pelajaran gue jd nggak berhenti nyanyi-nyanyi. dan yg paling kebayang adalah di bagian MVnya pas Taemin bikin bentuk peace pk jarinya dan nyengir lebar. HAAA.

4. JULIETTE - SHINee
stuck for two weeks
kenapa oh kenapaaa? sekali lagi, salahkan Lee Taemin!
siapa suruh dia punya muka gantengnya parah banget di video klipnya Juliette? APA APAAN ITU HA?! gue sampe cakar cakar sofa dan teriakteriak pas nontonnya! TAU AH TERSERAH mau blg lebay kek tapi gue beneran teriak2 dan cakar sofa. mana lagunya nyantol mulu lagi. apalagi bagiannya Minho ngerap.

5. LUCIFER - SHINee
stuck for one week
eh parah ya gue lagunya SHINee semua. tapi gimana dong gue lg suka bgt sm SHINee...hargh. ini lagunya emg beneran nyangkut tapi nggak separah Rocketeer. ini gue nyangkutnya di bagian dancenya aja karena gue nggak bisa bisa huuu kalo ring ding dong kan gue yg awal-awalnya udh lumayan. ini susaaaah!

jd bisa diambil kesimpulan yg nyangkut di otak gue lagu Korea semua ya. lagunya SHINee juga lagi.

i think i've gone mad.

GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

2011-01-28T08:51:00.001-08:00

SORRY MAN I'M LAUGHING AT MIDNIGHT LIKE CRAZY BECAUSE OF THIS FUCKING STUPID BUT FUNNY GIF! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

PARAH INI GUE NGAKAKNYA UDAH KAYAK APAA

KALO GUE NONTON LIVE MUNGKIN GUE UDH GULING GULING!

must admit sih Minho ganteng bener disitu. gileee gantengnya pol. Taemin.....hadeh cukup sudah tau semua betapa tampannya.

tapi...

JONGHYUN NGAPAIN COBAAAA NIBAN TAEMIN KAYAK GITU?! ITU JUGA SIAPA YG KEBELIT AMPE KYK ORANG AYAN AHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAH

must find this episodeee!

GOSH SHINEE ALL OF YOU ARE THE BEST IN THIS WORLD!!!!!

award, for a long long long long time

2011-01-28T06:57:00.000-08:00

Judulnya ngikutin yg ngasih award nih. maaf ye mbak cilla -__-

did my full-of-gray-fullbuster-template with huge ichiruki banner was stylish enough ? -_-

hm, well she posted some facts on her post about this award. i think i'll do it too.

1. Name is Bernadette Ajeng Romanauli. called Ajeng, called Nauli by one of my teacher, called Uli by some of my friends, called Zee by some of my friends,called....okay have said too much.

2. i'm in love with Lee Taemin. well yeah I really did, a huge fan of him. actually this morning i slammed my head to my desk because SHINee held a concert at Singapore tomorrow......GODDAMMIT I WANT TO GO THERE. just to see Taemin. He's a superb quality of eye candy, no, he even make me eye orgasm.

3. i'm bad at mathematics...well who doesn't know that?

4. my guilty pleasure is K-Pop. but i'm a proud shawol!

5. i love Tekken and The Sims 2.

6. i'm the shabalaba on fanfiction.net

7. anyone who wants this award, just take it.

haumm okay that's it i think, have fun everyone, thanks for reading. pshah! *hiro mashima's style*

ROCKETEER

2011-01-24T07:02:00.000-08:00

Here we go, come with me
There’s a world out there, that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here I'm a rocketeer

Let’s fly
Fly, fly, fly
Up, up here we go, go, up up here we go go
Let’s fly (fly fly fly)
Up, up here we go, go, up, up, here we go go
Where we stop, nobody knows

Where we go, we don’t need roads
’cause where we stop, nobody knows
To the stars, if you really want it
(got) got a jetpack with your name on it
Above the clouds and the atmosphere
Say the words and we’re outta here
Hold my hand if you’re feeling scared (scared)
We're flying up up out of here

Here we go, come with me
There’s a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here I'm a rocketeer

Let’s fly
Fly, fly, fly
Up, up here we go, go, up up here we go go
Let’s fly (fly, fly, fly)
Up, up here we go, go, up, up, here we go go
Where we stop, nobody knows

Baby, we can stay fly like a g6
Shop the streets of Tokyo, get your fly kicks
Girl you’re always on mind, got my head up in the sky
And I’m never looking down, I’m feeling priceless
Where we’re at, only few have known
We're on some next level Super Mario
I hope this works out, (cardio)goronamo

Here we go, come with me
There’s a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here I'm a rocketeer

Let’s fly

Now I ain't ever been to space before
But I ain't ever seen a face like yours
You make me feel like I can touch the clouds
You want the moon
Girl, now watch me grab it
Seen I ain't ever seen a star this close
You got me stuck by the way it glow
I'm like oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm like oh, oh, oh, oh

Here we go, come with me
There’s a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here I'm a rocketeer

Let’s fly
Fly, fly, fly
Up, up here we go, go, up up here we go go
Let’s fly (fly, fly, fly)
Up, up here we go, go, up, up, here we go go
Where we stop, nobody knows

tau yang namanya lagu nyangkut di otak berhari-hari sampe nggak bisa lupa?

nih.

you're damn incredible, Far East Movement and Ryan Tedder.

you can't make up your mind mind mind mind mind random

2011-01-20T06:03:00.000-08:00

haloh.

cukup dengan kegilaan akan Taemin. gue akan berusaha untuk tidak begitu tergila-gila dengan Taemin hari ini, HAH! *penuh ketegasan* *padahal lagi buka fuckyeahleetaemin.tumblr.com*

kenapa judulnya begituu oh kenapa? karena gue lg dengerin lagunya, ha. nggak nyambung kok sm isi postnya lagian ini gue lg bosen doang

lagi pacaran sm es batu. unyunyunyu. es batu dengan setia menempel di lengan kiriku, mengompres lengan agar tidak sakit lagi, ha~ nggak perlu tau apa penyebabnya.

readers, karma DOES EXIST lho, jadi jangan pernah ngata-ngatain orang lain sebelum akan melakukan hal penting. gue adalah korban karma, dan kayaknya gue korban karma paling parah karena gue udh sering kena karma tau berapa kali. dan kena karma itu , sepanjang yg telah gue alami, sakit lho. scr fisik tapi, krn gue kenanya juga fisik. beware of karma. jujur aja, karma's is a bitch, like they said. saya sbg korban karma *hiks* sudah mengalami dan tidak ingin anda mengalaminya. dan sebagian besar gue kena karma krn ngetawain orang yg sama. humph.

HAH!!!!!! *nemu foto taemin super ganteng*

manja bener. minta dipasung deh. ngakunya strong tapi mental lenje gitu.

*ketemu foto taemin lagi*

eh gimana dong gue jadi suka korea nih -_-

pertanyaan : kenapa adek gue selalu bilang semua artis cowok yg gue blg ganteng itu gay. apa sih?!! gue td udah perang sm dia demi mempertahankan taemin. grrr

udah deh udh keburu gapenting, bye

wish Phoenix luck for tomorrow, tho!

Will the day I hold his hand ever come?

2011-01-20T01:51:00.000-08:00

Name : Lee Taemin (이태민)
DoB : 18 July 1993
Nation : Korea
Height : 175 cm
Weight : 50 kg
Blood Type : B
Current Job : SHINee member (sub-vocal and lead dancer), high school student

I'd fallen in love with many male celebrities before. Robert Pattinson, Robert Downey Jr. , Hugh Jackman, Ed Westwick, Penn Badgley, Andrew Garfield, Kiowa Gordon, Jared Letto, Mike Shinoda, etc.

But this one, somehow it's like,

BAM.

This guy is the one that made me love K-Pop.

This guy is the one that made me love popping dance.

This guy is the one that made me squealed like crazy on the first time I saw him.

This guy is the one that made me sighed happily when I saw his photos.

This guy is the one that made me stopped crying after I fell very hard from partner-stunt on my practice.

This guy is the one that made me watched Seoul Sunday on MTV, waiting for SHINee's turn.

This guy is the one that took 2 pages of my tumblr, all of those are my reblogs about his photos.

This guy is the one I want to know more. The one I want to create a friendship with. A bestfriend will be more good.

This guy is the one that make me fighted with my brother because I'm defending him as hard as I could.

This guy is the one that make me eat my own words, when I said I won't fell in love with Korean celebrities.

This guy is the one that make me......speechless and don't know what to do when I realized my words are definitely bullshit.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
First time I saw him is when I watched SHINee's 'Hello' MV on Gabby's cellphone. I don't really saw his face clearly, but I do think he's cute.

Then I watched Live Power Music on Animax. Honestly, I never wanted to watch that show. I really did. I watched it that time because I'm curious, about people saying that SHINee's members are handsome like hell.

Then I watched the show. Then I found a messy-haired guy, blonde, dancing really good and made me like -> O__O

First time, I thinked it's Minho who is handsome.

But then the camera zoomed, and showed me his face.

After the SHINee's turn finished, I ran to my laptop and browse "SHINee" as fast as I could, and found his name in few minutes.

After I found his name, I googled his photos.

That's the time when I turned into his admirer.

I'll do anything to find him, meet him, and take a photo with him.

First time I saw his photo, what I said is,

".....FUCK."

NOT IN BAD WAY.

I used to said FUCK if I surprised, or shocked.

".....FUCK. GANTENG BANGET BANGKE."

that's what I truly said, in Indonesian. In English is -> "FUCK. TOO HANDSOME, DAMMIT."

That time I send his photo to Judith and she screamed in our chat.

I got this Taemin-fever just like my bestfriend Jennifer got the LeeMinHo-fever. The indications are :

1. Want to go to Seoul A.S.A.P.

2. Want to study Korean languange

3. Want to marry him (in my case it's Taemin. In Jennifer's case it's Lee Min Ho.)

4. Can't stop talking about him.

5. Bring his name in any case.

6. MENTALLY dating the guy.

I've done all of those six.

:)

my biggest wish is meet him and be his bestfriend, it's enough for me. But if I could get more that a bestfriend...

think I'll fainted in no time but I'll thank God so much if that happened. I'll never skip church and pray everyday.

just like the title.

"will the day I hold his hand ever come?
will the day I casually hold his ever come?"

it's from Hello, by SHINee, but the 'her' part, I changed it into 'his'.

i'm addicted, dammit.

OH GOD.

2011-01-18T08:21:00.000-08:00

i eat my own words.

now I love K-Pop.

more importantly,

i fell in love with a Korea boyband's member.

i fell in love with Lee Taemin.

PARAH.

I just don't know there's a very cute boy like him. A very, cute and handsome boy.

He does defeat Si Won in my mind.

He's the one I want to marry someday.

and he's 1993 , just 2 years away from me. :)

marrying Lee Taemin, the member of SHINee, is my biggest wish.

sorry for this Korea fever. I just getting crazy lately.

THANK YOU!!

2011-01-17T07:01:00.000-08:00

SCARLET MEETS DARK BLUE

JUST REACH 1,725 HITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I THINK I'M GONNA CRY. I MEAN, I NEVER THOUGHT THAT PEOPLE WOULD VISIT MY STORY AS MANY AS THAT IN ONE MONTH. SO DO THE REVIEWERS, AND PEOPLE WHO PICK MY STORY AS THEIR FAVOURITE, AND PEOPLE WHO FOLLOWED SCARLET MEETS DARK BLUE.

THIS IS THE BIGGEST AWARD FOR ME IN LITERATURE! :))))
MAYBE FOR SOME PEOPLE, "I'TS JUST 1,725, WHY YOU NEED TO BE PROUD OF THAT."

WELL DAMMIT, YOU DON'T FEEL WHAT I HAVE FELT.

I REALLY WANNA THANK YOU ALL OF GRAYZA LOVERS WHO READ THIS STORY.

THIS STORY WILL KEEP CONTINUE, UNTIL I RAN OUT OF IDEAS.

VISIT IT HERE :

SCARLET MEETS DARK BLUE

IF YOU DO LIKE IT, TELL ME BY MY EMAIL, OR THIS CHATBOX, OR JUST TELL ME.

SORRY, JUST CAN'T STOP USING CAPITALS. TOO HAPPY.

SHABALABA SIGNED OUT!

ISENG : 100 Truths

2011-01-12T07:21:00.000-08:00

bosen oioioioioioi. blogwalking ke si mbak cillaey dan nemu post. yaudah deh isi aja yakyak

001. Real name : Bernadette Ajeng Romanauli
002. Like it? :yep.
003. Nickname(s) : ajeng, zee, kelanjutan dari z *terlalu malu untuk dipost*
004. Status : single. for now.
005. Zodiac sign : Taurus
006. Male or female : Female
007. Elementary: SD St. Yohanes, then SD Pangudi Luhur Jakarta.
008. Middle School : SMP Pangudi Luhur Jakarta
009. High School : SMA Kolese Gonzaga
010. Hair color : Black
011. Long or short : pretty long for me.
012. Eye color : dark brown.
013. Weight : 39 lately. kyknya udah 40-an sih sekarang *AMIIN*
014. Height : Sekitar 150-an, gatau brp
015. Righty or lefty : righty
016. Loud or Quiet : quiet.
017. Sweats or Jeans : jeans
018. Phone or Camera : phone
019. Health freak : no.
020. Piercings? : yes, ears.
021. Do you have a crush on someone? : Gray Fullbuster. Well beside him, i got the serious one. YA-HA!
022. Eat or Drink : both
023. Purse or Backpack : backpack
024. Tattoos : i used to draw one one my left hand, but it had disappeared.
025. Do You Like Yourself? : yeees.
026. Current worry? : Daha Cup. Phoenix got to win!

THIS OR THAT:
027. Orange or Apple Juice : orange juice
028. Night or Day : night
029. Sun or Moon : moon
030. TV or Internet : CAN'T DECIDE!! ARGHARGHARARHG Internet. no, TV. no, BOTH! -_-
031. PlayStation or XBox : PlayStation
032. Kiss or Hug : both!
033. Iguana or Turtle : turtle
034. Spider or Bee : both of them are insects and many-legged thingy. i hate them. gah.
035. Fall or Spring : fall for sure.
036. Limewire or iTunes : iTunes
037. Soccer or Baseball : baseball!

FIRSTS:
038. First surgery : never got one.
039. First piercing : when i was a baby.
040. First best friend : don't know, just close friend i think. not like BFF.
041. First Sport : first sport that i took seriously is cheerleading.
042. First award : juara 2 padus? -_-
043. First crush : aaa. you all don't need to know.
044. First pet : dog! bruno!
045. First big vacation : Jogja for holiday.
046. First big birthday : 13th. with friends on Citos.

CURRENTLY:
047. Eating : nasi goreng tektek. muahahaha.
048. Drinking : water
049. I’m about to : finish this post, read Death Note, then sleep.
050. Listening to : Like A G6 - Far East Movement ft The Cataracs & Dev
051. Singing? : Please Don't Go-Mike Posner. nggak nyambung ya? tp itu yg kebayang.
052. Typing? : iya. lah ini apa? -_-
053. Waiting for : next death note's page to be loaded.

YOUR FUTURE:
054. Want kids : SURE!
055. When : when I'm married with a guy that is so kind and very look alike with Gray Fullbuster.
056. Want to get married : of course!!
057. When : when i'm 26. found the right and perfect guy for me.
058. Where Do You Want To Live : BEVERLY HILLS and got a private villa in Malibu. HAHAHA!
059. Careers in mind : director of a big company, or an Indonesia's ambassador, pokoknya posisi tinggi di Departemen Luar Negeri.
060. What Did You Want To Be When You Were Little : doctor -__-
061. Mellow Future Or Wild : wild.
062. Something You Would Never Try : drugs, nyoba jadi alay.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
063. Lips or eyes : eyes.
064. Shorter or taller : taller
065. Romantic or spontaneous : spontaneus.
066. Nice stomach or nice arms : both!!!!!!! *drools*
067. Sensitive or loud : loud
068. Hook-up or relationship : relationship
069. Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble maker
070. Hugging or Kissing? : both :)
071. Tan Skinned or Light? : tanned.
072. Dark or Light Hair? : dark
073. Muscular or Normal? : as muscular as Gray!

HAVE YOU EVER:
074. Lost glasses/contacts : never use one before.
075. Ran away from home : never
076. Held a gun/knife for self defense : never
077. Killed somebody : never
078. Broken someone’s heart : i guess i have. -_-
079. Been arrested : never
080. Cried when someone died : no. ga punya perasaan ya gue? tapi bener deh.
081. Kissed A Stranger? : neveeer!
082. Climbed Up A Tree? : i have.
083. Liked A Friend As More Than A Friend : yes, turn out bad, because well, yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
084. Yourself : yep.
085. Miracles : sometimes.
086. Love at first sight : yes because i had it.
087. Heaven : of course.
088. Santa Claus : no.
089. Kiss on the first date : mm, no.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
090. Is there one person you want to be with right now : yess.
091. Do You Like Someone : yees.
092. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : mm, kinda. yes.
093. Do you believe in God : of course, duh.

LASTS
094. Received/ Sent Text Message : from Kara Mariela, informed to wear a black shirt for today's practice.
095. Received Call : this morning, Jennifer.
096. Call Made? : udh lama ga nelpon. -_-
097. Comment On MySpace : berabad abad yg lalu. ga pernah bahkan.
098. Missed Call : di sekolah, Anne misscall 2 kali
099. Person You Hung out With : friends, when cheerleading practice.
100. Post as 100 truths of myself

guy i like to marry.

2011-01-12T06:44:00.000-08:00

BAYANGKAN.

Kalo gue menikah dengan Gray Fullbuster, atau Lighty Yagami, atau Choi Si Won, atau Cameron Bright.

dan saat mereka pergi ke Red Carpet untuk award, mau itu Oscar atau Golden Globe atau apalah, award apapun, mereka membawa saya sebagai istri dan melakukan seperti yang dilakukan Will Smith kepada istrinya.

Will Smith is a perfect husband. But it'll be more perfect if Gray or Light or Si Won or Cameron did that to me.

:D

let me tell you this.

2011-01-08T01:16:00.000-08:00

JEALOUSY is one of world's strongest weapon. Cos' jealousy could made the one that got the jealousy, do anything, everything. Jealousy could made a girl text her crush's girlfriend, faking herself as her crush and say that (s)he want to break up, so this girl can let her crush FOREVER ALONE. HA.

I mean, OI DUMBASS. like he'll love you back. i mean, if he really doesn't have any feelings for you, well then you don't need to push him to love you back. really, texting your crush's girlfriend and faking as him just to make them break up, is not COOL at all. words that enough to describe you if you done that, is : WIMP, STUPID, IDIOT, PSYCHO, OBSESSED.

especially when you think that there's no girl that deserve him more better than you, so you made all of idiot plans to keep your crush away from any other girl.

once again. OI DUMBASS.

1. did he even got any feelings for you?

2. do you know that you've turned into a psycho?

3. you just made his life more worse. you made it hard for him to got any long-last girlfriend. you wish it'll be you, but once again, OI DUMBASS. what if he, DOESN'T HAVE ANY feelings for you?

you're just going to push him, force him to love you?

you cannot force love.

why i told you this? because i had it before.

i'm the girlfriend, that tricked by the psycho-fangirl of my ex.

2011-01-01T02:43:00.000-08:00

it's 2011 and still...

i whip my hair back and forth
and i'll whip it really hard!!

~(-_-~) ~(-_-)~ (~-_-)~

#abaikan

YO!

2011-01-01T00:50:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!

I do hope this year will give me a lots, lots of new and cool experiences, also a lots of luck, and a happy life.

Yeah, just hope my zodiac (Taurus) prophecy in GoGirl! is right. AMEN! AMEN!

wishlist 2011

2011-01-01T00:49:00.000-08:00

1. Find, and buy, Gray Fullbuster's necklace. You know, the sword with cross shape. DAMN IT it's so cool! and i really want it but i don't know where to find it Щ(ºДºщ)

2. Got a happier life with my family and friends, also God.

3. Got a lots of MONEY. I really wish i could earn money by myself.

4. Got a new printer + scanner. I mean, without those things, HOW COULD I POST MY DEVIANTS?!

5. Got a better lovelife. A-ha-ha-ha. give me a break.

6. i got a life, flowed like I want to.

yeah enough for the wishlist.

lately i just don't know, i guess this is the effect of watching TV too much and reading manga and reading fanfiction, but i want to be Gray Fullbuster's girlfriend. A-HA-HA-HA. This one is 100% impossible. I knew it -_- but at least I want to have a boyfriend - who then become my husband and until we die we never divorced- as handsome as Gray Fullbuster. I mean, really looked alike him. That's my biggest wish.

i wish for every fanfiction I made, i'll be paid. At least 20 bucks for every chapter or story. HELL YEAH.

and i cried when i read Naruto *Such a crybaby!* well i mean, Minato and Kushina is so...*sniff*

enough for the rants.

have a blast, everyone! enjoy your new year!

2010.

2010-12-29T04:17:00.000-08:00

i joined PHOENIX. kinda surprising, though, even for myself. i never think myself as a cheerleader before. and especially, the hard and tough practices for cheerleading. -_-

addicted to Bleach.

X2's mini party at Anne's! Not a party, exactly. Just hanging out together, eating pasta, taking some photoshoots, playing a parody. DAMN FUN.

cried, because i played Final Fantasy VII and Zack Fair, the main character died in the ending of the game. lots of people trying to cheer me up because of the sad ending. well i went into black-mode for weeks, because well the ending is so fucking SAD!

i got conflicts. with friends, of course. a, well, i think it's pretty silly, especially for me. lots of conflicts.

i lost my laptop and PSP. darn thief. still, i'll never, ever forgive you.

cubeecrafting.

My first NCC. But well yeah.. -_- you know how it ended. Chaos.

My, not very special, birthday. on 13 May.

Taking lessons courses (math, and physics) with Matthew and Mario Gultom. Hell yeah it's fun. Very fun and enjoyable. :D

X2 goes to Ciawi. :) Judith's villa at Pringayu. really fuun :D though there are some love conflicts (i'm not included! i'm nooot!) and friendship conflicts between some of us. (once again, i'm not having these conflicts). Then went to Tajur. :) Really memorable.

Watching World Cup together at KFF with Anne, Astri, Judith, Jenny, Martom, Matthew, and Bian. :)

Watching Eclipse.

Officialy, left X2. The best class ever.

He left. Don't know when he'll come back here and meet me, but until now he doesn't.

Creating Albharatom with Jenny, Anne, and Judith. we are the victims of mean boys.

Went to Anyer with family. DAMN FUN!

New class. XIS2. With Judith, Nico, Dito, Frankie, and Gema from X2. sama seminaris. and yeah, different people.

GALAU. Galau gila. with Judith, creating a stupid fake story about our relationship with our crushes, which is uniquely, have a same condition. lovesick ate us.

*capek ngomong inggris*

tampil cheers di Gonz untuk pertama kalinya.

seumur-umur nggak pernah dapet matematika diatas 70. tibatiba dapet 88. HALLELUYA. rekor pertama dalam hidup.

GPN yang tertunda.

Real GPN. Dilanjutkan Gonzfest 2010. Jadi panitia softball.

Tampil cheers di Gonz untuk kedua kalinya.

found new crush. trying to move on. FINALLY.

ANTTIC. Nemu si kakak KW 1/2! :) yang ternyata pacarnya...yasudahlah

dia pulang. terus nggak ketemu. soalnya gue geblek.

ICC Cup 2010. Phoenix 2nd place Compulsary Routine! :DDDDDD

having fun with XIS2. :)

pertama kali nyoba eskrim ikan *yang ada kacang merahnya itu loh. nggak penting ya?*

Christmas with WHOLE family! tumben abis kemaren semuanya bs kumpul. senengnya paraah.

Kayak orang geblek di The Jungle bareng adek. terlalu memalukan untuk diceritakan tp pantes ditulis disini sbg kenangan :)

Nulis post terakhir di tahun 2010 ini. Besok tgl 31 sih, tp besok gue nggak bs ngepost.

Thank you 2010, untuk semua kenangannya, peristiwanya, temen-temen barunya, musuh-musuh barunya, mimpi-mimpinya, dan semua hal yang ada. 2010 berjalannya cepet banget loh, bener2 nggak kerasa.

Thank you 2010, untuk menyadarkan saya akan realita.

Halo, 2011. Semoga bisa memberi gue hidup yg lebih berwarna, menarik, menyenangkan, dan pantas untuk diceritakan di blog ini daripada isinya ngegalau mulu.

THANKS A LOT, 2010.

WELCOME, 2011!

*padahal belom tahun baru*

2010-12-24T22:22:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS
2010!

I do hope Santa Claus will give us the best presents this year!

God Bless You All! :D

CHRISTMAS EVE 2010!

2010-12-24T06:09:00.000-08:00

hello!!! 30 menit yg lalu gue baru aja sampe rumah, abis ikutan misa Malam Natal pertama. Yeppp gue tugas jadi misdinar (lagi). it's fuuuuuuuun! wish i could get that task again next yearrr! :)

sampe rumah, lgsg makan konsumsi dr gereja krn jadi misdinar. and surprisinglyyyyyy all of my big family members are in my homee! :D nyokap, 3 om gue, tante gue dan suaminya, eyang gue yg cowo maupun yg cewe, plus gue dan adek. jadi intinya bener2 kumpul keluargaaa :D

and guess what? i don't know that my mom and my grandma have prepared our Christmas Eve DINNER! WOO-HOO! ada Chicken Gordon Blue, Babi kecap, Babi Rica-rica, kue coklat, and loooots of another food! AAA~! dan gue kalap dan makan babi kecapnya gilagilaan. skrg kenyangnya banget2annn! and we really having funnnnn!

thank you God, for letting me having this superb family to live with. :'D

GAH

2010-12-23T20:39:00.000-08:00

GAH.

WHERE THE HELL IS FAIRY TAIL NEW CHAPTER???!!!!!

that pic is from fuckyeahy-u-no-guy.tumblr.com , but the fairy tail thingy is by me.

GAH!

holiday is, finally, officially started.

2010-12-22T22:34:00.000-08:00

'sup? *okay i'm trying to following Cal from Cloudy with A Chance of Meatballs. yep, that cute boy who is the son of the cop Earl*

yay! for me finally holiday is officially started. i mean by holiday is = lot of days when I can just do nothing, lain on my bed, doing nothing. in Indonesian : GABUT.

because before this day, when I declared that my holiday is finally started, i still got so many things to do. -_-

1. Cheerleading Practice
ah this activity.. *sigh* one of my routine activity. It finally ended (for a while) after ICC Cup. so, bye for now, all those pains in my muscles.

2. Rekoleksi PPA 2010
just done it yesterday. hmm it's for my job for Christmas Celebration in my church, so me and my friends from our church, Saint Stephanus, went to Cibubur for this activity. We were divided into eight groups and I'm on the last group, group 8, and i'm the captain on the group. hell yeah. but my group made it in Exodus and win the 1st place! :D It's fun, but tiring as well.

3. Report.
HOH thanks for Rekoleksi PPA, i dont need to join my mom to took my report card. hii. i know i got bad scores in few subjects, but whoa those scary subjects, suddenly are not given me a bad numbers like I've thought before. In Indonesian, : ngepas.

yepppp finally those activities are over and i can fully enjoy my holiday. hell yeaah!

Christmas is in two days! :D wish I got a lot lot lot lot lotsss of presents, tho.

guess i'll take a nap. bye!

FCK.

2010-12-20T08:05:00.000-08:00

bencinya sampe kepala

pengen teriak

pengen mukulin orang

pengen nangis

pengen ngadu,

tapi ke siapa?

nggak ada siapa-siapa yang bs jadi tempat ngadu.

nggak ada, satupun.

yeah yeah yeah, if it keep you happy, ignore me. yep, ignore me until you die and rot in hell, BITCH. like I need someone who just easily forgot about me if this bitch have found anybody else.

like I care about your fucking unimportant ramblings and squeals, like I mean, "WHAT THE FUCK, SLUT? YOU GOT NOTHING MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR TALKS AND SLUTTY ACTIONS? FUCK IT, I'M TIRED!"

dikata nggak capek apa dengerin begituan.

maaf. jadi tempat sampah lagi blognya.

Fairy Tail episode 50!

2010-12-19T02:39:00.000-08:00

okaay gue baru aja nonton episode Fairy Tail yang ke-50 dan episode itu sukses bikin gue ngakak sendiri ampe diliatin tante gue. tapi beneran, itu kocaknya parah dan gue ngakaknya AHAHAH itu tolol dan kocak -__-

ceritanya ada 2 side, side pertama ttg Juvia (gue benci dia! ngebuntutin cowo gue mulu a.k.a Gray, padahal udh tau gabakal dapet Gray. Gray hanya untuk Erza! *dan gua*) pengeeeen banget biar Gray suka sama dia jadi dia beli ramuan di toko ramuan gajelas gitu. Harganya mahal dan katanya kalo dikasih ke Gray, nanti Gray jadi suka sama Juvia. Si Juvia beli, padahal dia gatau kalo dia ditipu sama si tukang ramuannya yang emang brengsek -_-

side kedua ttg Lucy. Mirajane pas itu blg "hey Lucy, do you think Natsu fell in love with you?" terus Lucy lgsg salting *NaLu! :D* ahahahaha, terus dia jd kebayang2 dan jadi sk nervous kalo sm Natsu. Sampe suatu kali Natsu ngajak dia ketemuan berdua aja di taman! HAHA Lucy saltingnya mampus -_- dan jadi kegeeran gitu haha.

Kembali ke sidenya Juvia. Dia niupin gelembung2 obatnya ke Gray, tapi nggak kena mulu, kenanya malah ke anggota Fairy Tail yg lain. Sampe akhirnya kena ke Gray banyak. Terus Gray langsung blushing gitu dan ngeliatin Juvia. Juvia udh kegeeran, padahal ternyata Gray ngeliatin Happy di blkgnya Juvia HAHAHAH! Dan ternyata oh ternyata, ramuannya Juvia tidak sesuai yg diharapkan. Semua yang nggak sengaja keminum gelembung ramuannya, bakal menjadikan semua yang dia anggap nyebelin, jadi rivalnya! -___-

Gray jadi nganggep Happy rivalnya dan ngajak perang karena : Gray sebel dia nggak bisa terbang. TOLOL. Erza nganggep pilar (ini paling geblek) sebagai rivalnya karena bikin Erza harus muter dulu biar bisa naik ketangga karena dihalangin pilar. Raijinshuu ngajak Shadow Gear perang pose. Jadi tolol semua gitu dan gue langsung ngakak parah -_- Gray paling geblek krn dia nyoba terbang! Juvia kira ramuannya kurang kerja jadi dikasih lebih banyak ke Gray, yang bikin Gray makin on fire dan makin pengen ngalahin Happy dalam hal terbang. Dan alhasil Gray lompat dari atas bangunan ke laut. geblek.
Erza malah make Heaven Wheel Armor dan nyerang pilar sampe retak2. Macao sm Wakaba malah tanding jumlah gaji. Mirajane nganggep Erza rivalnya dan ampe berubah jd Demon Mira. Jadi tolol semua gitu deh -_- dan untungnya besok paginya mereka udh jadi normal. gebleknya si Gray tenggelam kan, diselamatin Juvia, dan sm Juvia malah dicekokin obatnya lagi. Dan Gray sekarang nantang LANGIT untuk jadi rivalnya. kan.
Sementara Lucy -_- dia pikir Natsu mau nembak dia berhubung khayalan Lucy udh ngaco kemana2. Ternyata : cuma diajak nyari harta karun krn katanya di taman itu ada harta karun dan cm bisa digali pk bantuan Virgo, roh stellarnya Lucy. Lucy langsung bete dan stress -_-

at the end, Juvia sm Lucy sama sama kecewa akhirnya. AHAHA

i really recommend this episode. kocaknya gila, episode terkocak nomer satu menurut gue, nomer duanya pas play mereka yg Frederick and Yanderica. :D

ini part 1 dan ini part 2 dari episode Fairy Tail 50. ENJOY and ROTFL LOL!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dh56gC70_OM

ICC Cup 2010!

2010-12-18T03:08:00.000-08:00

just arrived at home, from Gelora Bung Karno, the wrestling hall. it doesn't mean i became a wrestler, but the ICC Cup 2010 is held there, and i'm one of the competitors with my lovely cheerleading squad, PHOENIX! :D

*capek ngomong inggris*

yak. yayaya jadi gue kesana untuk ikutan lomba brg tim gue yaitu Phoenix. Harusnya kita berduabelas tapi karena si Cindy, flyer imut nan mirip penguin kita ternyata kena DBD (gws Cinnn! phoenix miss you!), jadi kita bersebelas. Tim-tim lain udah 12 keatas jumlah anggotanya -_- Salah satu hal yang gue senengin hari ini adalah makeupnya nggak lebe kayak pas Gonzfest atau NCC dimana gue bahkan jadi mirip barongsai kalo lagi NCC.

awalnya rehearsal dulu dan Phoenix dapetnya belakangan, karena huruf depannya P. Not bad lah, abis itu tampil lagi utk kedua kalinya, baru nih dinilai serius. Jurinya heboh ada yang dari Singapur!

Pengumuman pemenangnya cepet banget. Ada Harapan 1, 2, dan 3, sama juara 1, 2, dan 3. SURPRISINGLY, PHOENIX GOT THE 2ND PLACE!!!! AAAW itu kita lgsg teriak seneng. Dan skor kita 99,5 sementara skor yang juara satu itu 100,5. cuma beda satu poin doang, dan ternyata setelah kt bertemu jurinya ternyata suara kita kurang mantep.

BUT STILL! WE GOT THE TROPHY! AAAA :DDD

love you all, Phoenix! ;D next time kita harus dpt juara satunya. mihihihihi.

GO FIGHT WIN!

humbalahumbala

2010-12-17T03:20:00.000-08:00

*kucek mata*

baru bangun tidur. sekarang jam setengah tujuh malem, nyanyanya -_-

dan besok ICC Cup.

*nyanyi Check It Out-nya Nicki Minaj karena stress*

mau hadiah natal = printer plus scanner dan fotokopi.

krn tanpa barang itu gue akan sangat sulit utk ngepost deviations. karena gue tibatiba berubah jadi maniak gambar gitu dan tumben Grayza gue jadi. giliran udh seneng, hiyak nggak punya scanner. *cakar tanah*

judul postnya nggak makna banget yak.

ohiya.

pembaca, kalo lo ada yang tahu dimana gue bisa beli kalung yang biasa dipake Gray Fullbuster di anime Fairy Tail, kasitau dong dimana belinyaaaaaaaaaa (:O pengen banget nih.

maaf ngepost ga penting lagi. youtube dan 4shared nggak bisa dibuka dengan modem tolol gue ini :'O jadi pelampiasan gue mentok2 kesini.

yayaya sebelom lo akan mencerca postnya, bye.

ahem.

2010-12-15T03:51:00.000-08:00

"Friends... friends... someday we'll be laughing,
As if we have to make sure these bonds are firm.
Now we take hold of future's map, which begins to shine."
SuG's

"So what if life's full of mysteries? The miraculous door is right before our eyes.
This entire world is a wonderland. We're already wondering!"

Idoling's

"Someday I'll see a paradise,looking back with love. So that is why I only want to find an opportunity to reunite us by chance."
Onelifecrew's

"Even though everything might end seperately,broken,and about to dissappear, we still believe in the days we spent together. I'm sure that there will be things that will never change,flower."
Back-On's

"I only desire one thing. What is it?
My wish to grasp these things can't come true. It flows away like that cloud."
Heidi's

"If you laugh, it’s mysterious- I can become just a little stronger.
Cast magic on me who had forgotten even how to laugh. You who changed everything with a single smile are my Fairy."
FUNKIST's

"Thank you as always. Really, thank you. No matter where you are, I'll always be thankful you exist."
Home Made KAZOKU's

FYI, all of these quotes are from Japanese songs, which I've translated into English.

life.

2010-12-13T08:26:00.000-08:00

i can't sleep. it's 23.31 p.m. and i can't sleep. arr.

i just listened S.o.W by Idoling, which is, somehow, change my perspective about the world. Here it is, the english translation.

That's right, we can do it! So what if life's full of mysteries?
The miraculous door is right before our eyes.
This entire world is a wonderland.
We're already wondering!
When anticipation turns into excitement,
it'll be wonderful, won't it?

Who am I? And what is real?
Why can't we see tomorrow?
The more curiosity, the more we achieve higher levels.
Our everyday together is pretty fun, don't you think?
Tell me! Sense of Wonder.

Life is full of teachings!

So we can make it!
Let's go search for more mysteries!
I won't be satisfied with the typical answer.
A wonder life that's under a spell.
Our future is full of wonder!!!
It's better to live your life doing the things you like,
because then, you'll be able to work harder!
Let's wonder!!!

Where will a heart be? What will love be?
As for the kiss, why will he be sad?
A mystery is a key point
Which you gave everyday
What choice do we have?

Life is youth!

That's right, we can do it! So what if life's full of mysteries?
The miraculous door is right before our eyes.
This entire world is a wonderland.
We're already wondering!
When anticipation turns into excitement,
it'll be wonderful, won't it?

Why are you? Sense of Wonder
Teach it! Sense of Wonder

Life is splendid!

That's right, we can do it! So what if life's full of mysteries?
The miraculous door is right before our eyes.
This entire world is a wonderland.
We're already wondering!
When anticipation turns into excitement,
it'll be wonderful, won't it?

LALALA We can make it!
Let's go search for more mysteries!
LALALA We can do it!
So what if life's full of mysteries?

Let's Wondering!!!

See? :)

And somehow from R.P.G ~Rockin' Playing Game , by SuG, now I've decided to live my life like it's a RPG game, which I'm the main character.

But S.o.W is the one who really hit me in the heart.

so what if life's full of mysteries? :)

Symphony Orchestra Owner.

2010-12-13T00:43:00.000-08:00

my imaginations went wild again.

i just listened to Sense of Wonder by Idoling. I heard the violin, the cello, the piano, and lot of music components. It's a great, spirit-building song. :D

And two sentences popped in my mind.

It'll be cool if an orchestra play that song right in front of me.

It'll be cooler, if I'm the orchestra's trainer, the conductor!

But then I realize. I don't have any basics for orchestra's music components. -_-

But it'll be cool to play Gomen ne, Watashi! Also Tsuioku Merry-Go-Round. GAH.

oh yeah. follow my tumblr = bernadetteajeng.tumblr.com *promosi*

10 things in my mind - Tuesday, 13-12-2010, 2.25 p.m. - this post published

2010-12-12T23:19:00.000-08:00

1. Beast's Breath, Muse's MK Ultra, Taylor Swift's Mine, Duck Sauce's Barbra Streisand, Linkin Park's Faint. Their LYRICS, BEATS, TONES.

2. Gray Fullbuster.

3. 80k for coaches. 50k for Citos. DAMN I NEED MONEY!

4. Why I can't fucking open YouTube with this modem! fckkk

5. I love Tumblr. nyaw.

6. Mooooh, ICC Cup is 4 days left!!! >:O

7. Please, someone update the newest Bleach and Fairy Tail chapters. I need it like hell. I need those hot boys's actions. MOOH :O

8. oh yeaaaah! I've got 3 positive reviews for my 'Strawberry Cheesecake'! gfw GrayZa!

9. Should I dance ? Since Beast's Breath is #np right now. -_- K-Pop fever. i can't hold my breath breath breath~

10. i dont want to go to school tomorrow. its decided.

HAWT!

2010-12-11T22:53:00.000-08:00

another fairy tail post. tibatiba pengen jadi bule jadi pake bahasa inggris HA -_-

i've read Fairy Tail for hours and hours -_- and i love it more. One of my reasons is, because Fairy Tail is a land of HOT boys.

First. Gray Fullbuster. Oh damn, how many times I've told you -_- but he's just too handsome and cool :* his muscular body! his cool hair! his handsome face! *drooling*

>>>>> me : *faint*

Second. Natsu Dragneel. I just realized that this boy is CUTE. really cuteeeee! nyah. and handsome too :D and cool. But still, Gray is the number one. but Natsu is the cutest guy in manga EVER!

>>>>>JUST HOW CUTE HE IS. F**K.

Third. Jellal Fernandes. The handsomest villain I've ever seen. He's..handsome. Adorable. Cute when he was still a child. NYA. I don't care if he's a villain! This is why I hate Erza sometimes. She got Jellal, she got Gray, and she got Natsu. grrrgh.

Fourth. Loki. A mage who is a celestial spirit. First time I saw him, I thinked, "this guy really looked like Ichigo", since his hair is orange, spiky, and really same as Ichigo's hairstyle. But when the truth revealed and he went back to Spirit World, then he appeared as a celestial spirit, his hair, WHOA. I'M STUNNED.

>>>>When he's a celestial spirit. :*

Then he teamed up with Gray in Gray's S-Class Mage Exams. O_O and words that popped inside my mind when i saw that is *in bahasa* "wuanjrit. DUO MAUT!"

HAAAA. Fairy Tail is really a heaven. if I live in Magnolia and had a magical powers (i wish i could have a Time mage like Ultear's), I'll join Fairy Tail for sure. :D

Ice Armours

2010-12-11T22:32:00.000-08:00

another fairy tail post! :D

akhirnya. akhirnya saudara-saudari, gue baca Fairy Tail udh sampe chapter terakhir yg dipost, yaitu chapter 214. dan gue sangat tidak sabar untuk baca yang 215. whooaaaa! *excitement*

ehm. yak. kenapa judulnya Ice Armours? Karena gue hendak menyatukan dua karakter di Fairy Tail yang menurut gue sangat cocok satu sama lain, yaitu Gray Fullbuster dan Erza Scarlet.

Penggemar pasangan Gray x Erza sering nyebutnya Grayza. Dan sekarang gue ada sasaran baru untuk fanfiction >:]

kenapa gue seneng sama Grayza ?

1. mereka udah temenan sejak kecil. yaaa walau awal-awal kenalan Graynya kasar banget (FYI, kalo belom baca ceritanya, Gray itu sebel ama Erza karena pas awal Erza masuk Fairy Tail, dia sangat ansos. Gray coba nyapa tapi dikacangin. Alhasil Gray nendang meja di depan Erza persis ampe diliatin satu guild.). Sejak itu sih emang Gray hobinya jadi nantangin Erza mulu, tapi sampe suatu hari dia nggak sengaja ngegap si Erza nangis *munyuu* . Dari situ gue baru tau kalo Gray paling nggak bisa ngeliat cewek nangis -_- dan disitu dia ngehibur Erza. Sejak itu dia nggak pernah nantangin Erza ribut lagi.

2. THEY GOT THAT CHEMISTRY. Gray keliatan banget khawatirnya sama Erza pas Jellal Arc. Ampe mau lompat dari perahu. Erza juga! Dia keliatan lega banget pas denger Gray masih selamat di Laxus Arc.

3. Gray pernah meluk Erza :3 Ahm sebenernya itu bukan meluk sih. Lebih tepatnya Erza bersandar di dadanya Gray pas mereka nyerang Phantom Lord, suruh Gray stop berantem. Terus Gray megang tangannya Erza. nya.

4. Gray is handsome. Erza is beautiful. PERFECT. :D

TAPI! gue sebel karena nyari fanart dan fanfiction mereka itu SUSAH. Jarang! Sebel gue. Harusnya semua sadar kalo mereka ini emg cocok! -_-

i'm about to post another post about gray and natsu.

11-12-2010

2010-12-11T05:14:00.000-08:00

hello.

*usap mata*

i've transformed into a zombie.

nggak deng. horor banget.

maksudnya.. gue lagi mateks banget hari ini. tadi di gereja udah ketiduran dan nyaris mengigau tentang Natsu sama Gray (efek baca Fairy Tail ampe subuh). mata berat bangettt. capek.

hiyaaaaaaaaaaaah akhirnya ulangan umum selesai! oh sungguh bahagia. selama ulangan umum minimal gue tidur jam 11 malem, biasanya jam 12. alhasil bangun pagi udh kayak apa. dan kecapekan gue krn tidur nggak cukup ini udah dari sebelum ulangan umum sebenernya. udah pada bilang kalo gue pasti lagi butuh tidur, dan yang paling kejam itu dari Nico yang bilang "jeng, lo kayak orang mati deh. mata lo item banget."

nyaa.

tibatiba pengen bisa main biola, terus pengen mainin lagunya Shiho Nanba yang Gomen ne, Watashi. Kalo bisa lihat orkestra (orkestra WB juga gapapa dahh) mainin lagu itu. WAH GILA! gue bisa lompat2 kesenengan. gara-gara lagu-lagu Jepang yang menghantui hidup gue sejak gue baca Fairy Tail, gue jadi kepengen bikin orkestra. Namanya Fairy Symphony Orchestra. Dan gue udah mikir kalo lagi perform gue WAJIB mainin Flower punyanya Back-On sama Gomen ne , Watashi punyanya Shiho Nanba. Kalo bisa, Tsuioku Merry-Go-Round punyanya Onelifecrew juga boleh. Aw! Asik abis jadi pemilik orkestra yang jago main biola plus bass juga.

ooh, and i'm in love with Fairy Tail. :D

terus gue juga jadi suka banget-bangetan sama Gray Fullbuster, sama Natsu Dragneel. Oh sumpah Natsu itu cute parahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! dan keren juga. sementara Gray, oh Allah Bapa. dia tampannya gila. HAWT! maaf semua tokoh anime. Maaf. Tapi kalian semua kalah di hati gua *halah*. Mana di chapter seleksi S-Class Mage, Gray partnernya si Loki. Gileee DUO MAUT! itu tampan semua. Gue tau gue stress banget sampe begini. pengen upload foto mereka sih tapi error! yaudah gajadi -_-

start sketching again, since the test have ended. will upload some of the drawings. maybe i'll make a deviantArt account later. :) piggybufallo!

penasaran deh. ramalan zodiak itu bener apa nggak sih?

i've made an AMV! *cheers* pake lagunya Beast yg Breath.yakyak gue tau itu agak aneh -_- abisan lagi terngiang2 lagunya dan tibatiba pengen coba pake Fairy Tail. udah jadi kook! akan gue upload kapan2. gede banget soalnya -_-

sebenernya lagi sedih. tapi yaudahlah

saya akan mengakhiri hari ini dengan membaca Fairy Tail lagi. see ya later, guys!

Fairy Tail!

2010-12-10T02:02:00.000-08:00

hello! sudah lama post gue tidak berbobot. mungkin kali ini agak berbobot dikit yaa.

sekali lagi gue menemukan manga baru untuk distalk selain Bleach, yaitu Fairy Tail.

awalnya gue nggak ngikutin manganya. Gue ngeliat iklannya di Animax, dimana dia udah jadi anime. dan gue melihat sosok tokoh yang langsung memikat hati huahaha yakni Gray Fullbuster! (lihat post sebelum ini, "Super Hot Ice Boy") .

Ajeng : *ngeliat commercial Fairy Tail*
Gray : *di iklan* miss, can you lent me your underwea...*digaplok Lucy*
Ajeng : *drooling*

yakyak gue tau disitu dia lg topless dan lg pervert-mode tapi dia gantengnyaaaa oh sungguh. jadi gue pantengin dan akhirnya premierenya nongol. gue ikutin teruuus sampe animenya selesai, dan bikin gue jd ngikutin manganya sekarang.

Tokoh utamanya Lucy Heartfilia, blonde girl with s-class boobs -_- dia penyihir Stellar Spirits jadi manggil roh gitu pake kunci, rohnya dari rasi-rasi bintang macemnya Taurus, Aquarius, Cancer, dll. Dia pengen banget gabung ke serikat penyihir namanya Fairy Tail. Pas itu dia kena tipu penyihir cabul namanya Bora, ngaku-ngaku orang Fairy Tail buat memikat Lucy biar bisa jual Lucy. Akhirnya si Lucy diselametin sama Natsu, penyihir api, lebih tepatnya Fire Dragon Slayer. Dia anak angkatnya Igneel, naga api. Si Igneel ini ngilang 7 tahun lalu dan si Natsu berkelana mencari Igneel barengan Happy, kucing biru konyol yg bisa terbang hahaha. Pas lagi nyari Igneel ini deh dia ketemu Lucy. Ternyata Natsu ini adalah anggota Fairy Tail asli, ditunjukin dr tattoonya dan ngajak Lucy gabung ke Fairy Tail.

Di Fairy Tail si Lucy ketemu Gray , penyihir es statis yg musuh beratnya si Natsu. Berantem mulu kerjaannya sm Natsu. Yg bisa ngelerai mereka cuma satu, yaitu Erza, penyihir tipe armor yg cantiiiik banget tapi jeger gila. Terus ketemu Mirajane, penyihir cewek yg lebih sering jd waitress di serikat tapi aslinya jeger gila -_- trauma gara-gara kecelakaan pas dia ngerjain misi brg adeknya, Lisanna yg mati gara-gara kecelakaan itu, sm Elfman. Elfman ini bisa ngubah diri jadi iblis. Lucy dateng-dateng Fairy Tail rusuhnya gila-gilaan karena semuanya berantem -_- dilerai sm Makarov, masternya Fairy Tail yang tua-tua konyol. Ada duo Bisca sama Alzack yang sihirnya pake pistol, Levi dan dua asistennya yg gue lupa namanya -_- , Cana yang sihirnya pake kartu dan jago banget minum, Loki yang aslinya Leo, roh Stellar yang jadi rohnya Lucy nanti, banyak deh.
Sejak itu Lucy jadinya dijadiin setim sama Gray, Natsu, Erza, dan Happy buat misi-misi. Mereka dijulukin "Fairy Tail's Strongest Team" ! iyeh. Sejak itu deh Lucy bertualang macem-macem bareng mereka.

Fairy Tail is worth to read and watch! Kocak banget dan keren. Sumpeh. Semua battle scenes di anime Fairy Tail itu keren dan favorit gue adalah pas Jellal lawan Erza di Etherion. Ceritanya juga seruuu dan ada Grayyyy! Aw!

yeaah that's it. now i'm going to read Fairy Tail again until dawnnnnnn :) see ya!

A Super Hot Ice Boy

2010-12-05T01:40:00.000-08:00

ahem yak kenapa titel blognya begitu? soalnya gue lg tergila-gila sama satu bocah anime (lagi) yang gantengnya naujubilah, menurut gue.

NAME : Gray Fullbuster
GUILD : Fairy Tail
POWER : Ice

akhir akhir ini gue menggandrungi Fairy Tail. Dan kalo nonton gue paling tergila-gila sama Gray :* karena AH SUNGGUH dia tampan! bener!

terus dia suka berantem sama Natsu, yg Fire Dragon Slayer.

but still, he's just way too cool and handsome. mau deh gue kalo punya cowok kyk dia hauu. he's just too damn HAWT!!! UOH i'm crazy over an anime guy. but he's just too damn handsome! -__- what should i do.

Fairy Tail is worthed to watch or read. :D

heaven, for few minutes, or hours.

2010-11-05T20:46:00.000-07:00

heeeey my blogreaders *serasa populer*

sekarang adalah hari Sabtu, 6 November 2010, pukul 10:48 pagi.

masih pagi *menurut gua* dan anda-anda juga tau kalo gue anak Gonz dimana hari Sabtu masuk. lalu kenapa gue ada disini? di rumah? ngepost? Pilihlah salah satu jawaban di bawah ini.

A. gue tepar akibat 2 hari bangun jam setengah 5 pagi (mungkin beberapa orang menganggap ini biasa, tapi bagi gue, bangun jam segitu SANGAT TIDAK BIASA dan gue benci bangun jam segitu) , terus tepar batin, terus karena kemaren cheers juga tepar, sehingga gue sakit dan terbaring di tempat tidur dengan laptop di pangkuan.

B. gue bangun telat pagi ini, baru mandi jam setengah tujuh, dan cabut ke sekolah jam 06.50 pagi, dan bel sekolah gue berkicau jam 7.00 . akibatnya gue sampe sekolah jam setengah 8 lalu dipulangkan.

C. Closing Gonzaga Festival, berarti pulang cepet!

dan jawabannya adalah.............. *drumroll*

C!!

yoyoyoyo gue pulang cepet uhuy jam ketiga udah pulang dan ulangan Jepangnya batalll uewwwww! awalnya diumumin gitu sama Pater Sigit tentang diperbolehkannya kita pulang ke rumah, dengan kalimat seperti ini (ini ga sama persis tapi mirip)

"bisa dilihat, kegiatan belajar mengajar sekarang menjadi terganggu diakibatkan kegiatan check sound untuk penutupan Gonzaga Festival yang seharusnya dilakukan kemarin malam. Oleh karena itu, kegiatan belajar mengajar di kelas dihentikan. Siswa-siswi diharapkan untuk melanjutkan kegiatan belajar secara individual, atau bisa dengan berkelompok tapi tidak di kelas, bisa ditempat lain, atau belajar di rumah. Siswa-siswi sekalian saya minta untuk tidak jalan-jalan ke mal, atau tempat lainnya, tapi kalau mau lebih baik pulang ke rumah untuk belajar. Terimakasih, Selamat belajar."

TERJEMAHAN : Berhubung persiapan closing Gonzaga Festival, siswa-siswi Kolese Gonzaga diperbolehkan pulang.

susah amat Pater bilang kita dipulangin cepet.

ya begitulah, gue panitia Softball dan lombanya baru selesai kemaren jadi agak bebas tugas. dan lagian sekarang gue pulang ke rumah diakibatkan disuruh ngulang tugas. fck.

also, my "angels" are here. they are Coca-Cola and Richips! :D whoa they have succesfully make me smile.

apa lagi yaa -_-

oh ya. daddy spider, since i can't talk to you much and maybe never (noo! i hope not!), i want to say,

goodluck with your girl. i wish she can be yours :) although she got a complicated relationship with someone but i believe you can turn her mind to you and make her leave her complicated relationship and create a serious one with you!

:')

pathetic smile.

aku ingin menyusut

2010-10-28T05:57:00.000-07:00

halo bloggie. *sok imut* setelah sekian lama ga ngepost terus gue skrg lagi ngerjain tugas dan malas gitu dehhhhhhhh jadi ngepost aje

kenapa judul postnya itu? kenapa oh kenapa oh kenapaa? karenaaaa memang gue lagi ingin menyusut. menyusut ampe keciiiil terus ga keliatan, terus balik lagi seperti semula setelah waktu yang ingin gue lewati udah lewat.

ada apa ya akhir akhir ini..

ada sedikit komunikasi sama daddyspider. gatau daddyspider? ada deeh. setidaknya dari 0% jadi ya.....5% lah. doakan bisa jadi 100%. AMINNNNNNNN

Phoenix tampil lusaaaaaaa!!! awawawawa~ panik

ada jajanan baru di Sukro, yakni semacam cheeseball dan semacam cheetos dengan rasa campuran pedas, asin, dan keju, bermerek Kriezz dengan slogan "lagi dan lagi" , yang entah kenapa, oh sungguh sangat ENAK. sumfeh. enak banget loh, udah gitu isinya banyak dan harganya cumaaa *drumroll* Rp 4.000,- !!!

berharap lebih , tapi takut kalo ga terkabul.

kenapa ya kalo gue ngeharepin, biasanya yang gue harapin nggak terkabul?

kebanyakan dosa kali gue ha-ha

yak sebelum gue menggalau jadi gue tutup post ini, disimpulkan keadaan gue adalah stress bete ngantuk laper pengen eskrim suka sama orang daaaaaaaaaan kangen. wokeh gudbai!

Reminiscence Merry-Go-Round

2010-10-22T07:17:00.000-07:00

this song is way too nice. it's Japanese, so i translate it to English. and the lyric...oh well, yeah you know. the real title is Tsuikoi Merry-Go-Round , by onelifecrew. it's fits me in many ways, with 'you' or 'i' .

Merry-Go-Round
Spinning in a world of dreams
The silhouette you left behind
Chases after the morning sun

"I don't want to see your face
ever again" You said bitterly
As a tear ran down your cheek
Every time you were almost
Swallowed by waves of contradiction
I figured you were holding in tears

Everyone overestimated you saying
"You're such a strong person"
You never realized it
but at some point
You began losing your true-self

The sun that should be by your side
Shattered and lost its light
Erasing both truth and
lies from back then
Merry-Go-Round
Spinning in a world of dreams
Ironically remembering you
My heart began to burn

You know I live far away from you
And even though I know better
My heart keeps
spinning just for you.
Almost like a Merry-Go-Round.
And even though that
love praises the past
Stirring up my feelings
I still want to see you.

I do not wish it right now
But I will try to avoid it.
I am regretting
Ever having said it
But I don't want to know anything.

I was always searching for
Some deep emotion within you
A mysterious secret of yours
Merry-Go-Round
Spinning in a world of dreams
The silhouette you left behind
Chases after the morning sun

One more time
Someday I'll see a paradise
Looking back with love
So that is why I only want to find
An opportunity to reunite us by chance

Merry-Go-Round
Spinning in a world of dreams
Merry-Go-Round
Spinning in a world of dreams
Merry-Go-Round
I'm still calling your name

The sun that should be by your side
Shattered and lost its light
Erasing both truth and
lies from back then
Merry-Go-Round
Spinning in a world of dreams
The silhouette you left behind
Chases after the morning sun

The sun that should be by your side
Reminiscing on the Merry-Go-Round
Spinning in a world of dreams...

my temporary heaven :p

2010-10-16T05:56:00.000-07:00

hoihoihoi gue dilanda kelaparan yang amat sangat, membuat otak gue mengkhayal makanan...hm.

sekarang karena gue bingung mau apaa jadi gue akan menuliskan 15 makanan & minuman yang bisa menjadi surga buat gue, sampe makanan & minuman ini habis. kalo makan atau minum 15 jenis barang dibawah ini, gue bisa seneng banget2an dan bisa kalap (terutama untuk beberapa nomor, bisa addicted dan ga berhenti)

1. Coca-Cola
ini minuman favorit gue sepanjang masa. gue seneng banget kalo dikasih cocacola hohohohoohohoo. gue pernah ngabisin satu liter sendiri dalam satu hari hmmm -_- dan cocok dipadukan dengan apa aja! sumfeh

2. Yupi (Apple Rings, Gummy Bears, Neon Worms, Iced Cola)
Kalo lo kasih gue Yupi, gue bisa kalap dan makanin Yupi lo tanpa sisa. dijamin habis. mau berapa bungkus kek. 4 jenis Yupi diatas itu favorit gue paling utama dan gue yakin mau lo kasih 10 kardus juga pasti bakal abis sama gue. serius. lo kasih gue Yupi pasti gue jinak (?)

3. Quickly's Kiwi Pearl Tea
minum satu gelas ga cukup. kalo lagi ke PIM, stand Quickly tujuan utama gue dan yang gue beli pastinya adalah minuman satu ini. kalo ga ada ya terpaksa Strawberry Slush, tapi gue suka banget minuman ini dan satu gelas tidak pernah cukup!! yeah

4. Good Time's Chocolate Chip Cookies
ammm gue paling suka yg cookiesnya coklat. gileeee itu satu bungkus abis 5 menit gue yakin. karena entah kenapa Good Time itu enak sekali..loh sungguh.

5. OREO
heyaaaaaa ini gue juga satu bungkus abis 5 menit. gue gatau kenapa tapi Oreo itu nagih banget dan gue tidak bisa menahan hasrat untuk tidak beli...arr. biskuitnya enak banget parah hueeeee. untuk cemilan gue pasti beli Oreo.

6. McDonald's French Fries
parah ini buset gue juga yang large lo kasih gue 3 juga gue abis dalam sekejap, mamen. ini enak banget. yaaa bodo ah katanya ga sehat atau apa tapi ini enak banget! jadi gue tidak bisa berhenti. maap.

7. Keripik Singkong CHUBA
DIMANA MAKANAN INI SEKARANGGGGG??!! gue tidak bisa menemukan makanan ini dimana2 hueeeeeeeeeee ini enakk banget serius apalagi yang keju. udah gitu harganya cuma gopek...oh Tuhan

8. Nasi Goreng Tek-tek (yang dijual sama abang-abang)
porsi selalu besar. harga cukup 7rb-8rb. makanan ini bisa memuaskan gue bener2, gileeeeee bumbunya pake apa ya ampe bisa enak banget kyk gitu. gue lebih milih makanan ini daripada makanan rumah terkadang -_-

9. Silver Queen, Delfi, Toblerone
coklat. bodo amat dokter wajah gue bilang kalo coklat bikin jerawat dll, yang penting enak! satu bar ga cukup. seriusssss gue suka segala macam coklat. huye

10. Richeese
gue gatau kenapa....tapi gue cinta semua produk Richeese kecuali yg sereal dan pasta keju. Richeese itu selalu addictive dan gue ga pernah bisa berhenti menghabiskan -__-

11. Minute Maid's Pulpy Tropical
gue lebih suka yg Tropical drpada yang Orange, soalnya rasa lebih enak jauuuh. kalo minum ini rasanya bahagia gimanaaa abisan enak.

12. Walls's ,Baskin&Robbin's,Cold Stone's
gue cinta eskrim. amat sangat.

13. Pizza Hut's Deluxe Cheese plus Extra Pepperoni
dari semua pizza ini yang paling gue suka sumpaaaaaaaaaaaah gue cinta banget sm deluxe cheeeseeeeeeeeee hue! pasti gue pesen ini kalo ke pizza hut. wowowowowoh

14. Lays (Salt & Cheesy Pizza)
sekali makan 3 bungkus. yg gede. gile men ini enak banget ya hammmmmmmmmmmm gue cinta Lays! beli Lays ah besok.

15. Kue Sus Tanpa Isi, Cheesestick
gue suka kue sus yang ga ada isinya! enak banget, daripada diisi krim2 ga jelas. gue pernah ngeabisin sebungkus gede banget padahal itu buat keluarga gue hmm. sama aja cheesestick juga.

gue capek ngetik. bisa disimpulkan gue sangat doyan ngemil ya hmmm

makan ah!

15/10/2010

2010-10-15T05:06:00.000-07:00

ga tau mau nulis judul apa jadinya nulis tanggal huehehehe pemalas

#np linkin park- the catalyst

lagi msn-an sm Judith

ngantuk

nungguin Fairy Tail mulai di Animax

abis kalap gara2 makan Yupi. kalo makan Yupi gue bisa ga berhenti

kebayang bayang lagunya The Cranberries yang Close To You

sekarang udah ganti, #np Tokio Hotel - World Behind My Wall

duh besok cheers...males sih tapi yasudahlah

eh 10/10/2010 udah lewat. ga ada hal spesial loh. cuma jambore. haum.

eh gue lupa... one of my unforgettable moments in jambore kejadiannya hari apa ya? -_-

tibatiba tergilagila sama orang baru

sekarang #np FAINT!!!! uhuuuuuuu my favorite song for all time

sakit tenggorokan. baksonya ga bener nih huh

mau ngekhayal aja deh pake faint. see ya later guyss

touching words

2010-10-13T08:21:00.000-07:00

tadi gue baru baca bleach, dan gue sedang emosi karena tidak terima dengan jalan ceritanya WATDEFAK!? gilaaa gua ga terima itu! gue harus cepet2 liat chapter selanjutnya gamau tau ceritanya ga bisa gitu apa apaan wuooooooooooooooooooooooi beteeeeeee!!!!!!! ga terima arrr. gue sebel sm chapter yg baru karena menceritakan farewell. betek. gamau tau chapter berikutnya ga bisa gitu ceritanya...............ntar gue demo ke Tite Kubo *kayak berani aja* karena kalo ga gitu, gue males baca Bleach!!!

oke melenceng.

*ehem* nah jadi tadi lg baca bleach, teruus bagi yg ga tau ini spoiler sih, tapi kan Ichimaru Gin itu ntar mati. Naah. Chapter yg selanjutnya ini ngambil kondisi 10 hari setelah pertarungannya Ichigo vs Aizen terus sebulan sesudah itu.

Ceritanya pas selang 10 hari, semuanya udah pada moving on lah istilahnya dari kejadian heboh kemarennya itu. semuanya udah kecuali Matsumoto, si wakil kapten divisi 11 yg blonde itu.

spoiler alert lagi. Rangiku itu suka sm Gin. Cinta gitu deeeh ya begitulah jadi dia susah move on soalnya gimana ya pacarnya gitu loh jadi dia susah move on *soktau*

then, her thoughts, or her words inside her minds, menyentuh banget loh. gue jd ikutan sedih malah pengen nangis *hormon lebe maaf*. pikirannya itu membentuk kyk semacam surat atau ucapan dia buat Gin, yg sayangnya udah ga bisa dikatakan lagi ke Gin karena Gin udah tewas. pikirannya dia itu gini :

everyone's moving on.

and i'm moving on too...

whenever you disappeared,
you'd never leave me anything to remember you by,
and i hated that part of you.

but,

if you did leave me something,
i'd probably be stuck in that spot forever.

and i'm sure, you knew that about me.

thank you, Gin.
I,
loved that part of you.

-Rangiku Matsumoto-

yeahh those are her words.

:')

i do understand your feelings, Matsumoto.

Jambore 22 : Understand Where We Stand

2010-10-13T06:14:00.000-07:00

hello mamen *ngikut sasa*. beberapa jam yg lalu baru nyampe rumah, baru balik dari hutan. ga deng dari Jatiluhur, hm sebenrnya hutan juga sih #abaikan

yaaa akhirnya satu tahun telah berlalu sejak Jambore 21, dan sekarang gue udah jadi panitia, atau disebutnya pendekar buat acara tahunan Kolese Gonzaga, JAMBORE. Jambore Gonzaga tahun ini udh yg ke-22 kalinya jadinya JAMBORE 22 , diikuti murid-murid #24 Kolese Gonzaga sbg peserta dan murid-murid #23 Kolese Gonzaga sbg panitia, kecuali yg vetjam. plus guru-guru.

gue sbg sie. Transportasi , kerjanya yaaa -_- begitulah mengabsen isi tronton mengurusi tronton dll. tapi pas Jamborenya gue ngebantu sie lain, akhirnya gue kerjanya sbg sie. perlengkapan sm sie. konsumsi pas Jambore. jadi transport kalo berangkat sm pulang. identitas asli transport kok -_-

teman transport bersama gue itu si Anne sm Fristine, kerjaannya kalo lg jambore ya ngaso kalo nggak cari kerjaan. biasanya ke konsumsi tapi ke perkap kadang-kadang tp menurut gue lebih asik jadi perkap, mungkin karena gue males masak -_- tapi ya begitulah.

selama Jambore 22 ituuu gue mendapat momen2 yg asli..gue bingung mau jadi momen menyenangkan apa ga berarti. yaaa gabisa dikasitau disini :) sisanya seneng2 banget sm temen temen, jd banyak deket sm temen baru, aaa Jambore 22 seru banget bangetan ga kalah sm Jambore 21 :D

pas final project gue & anak2 transport digabung ke perkap dan disuruh nyanyi yell2 perkap yang iramanya pk lagu Baby punyanya si Bieber.

ooouououooo~
Perkap
ooouououooo~
Perkap
ooouououooouoouooo~

kamilah perkap,kuli seksi
selalu bekerja,sepanjang hari
otak muter, otot kerja
semuanya otak otot jadi satu

perkap kami seksi oo~
perkap kami capek noo~
perkap perkap perkap oo~
seksi perkap paling, HU!

terus yell2nya dilanjutin lagunya BEP yg I Gotta Feeling, pake senter kedap kedip kyk lampu dugem warna putih sm merah punyanya Marshall. hiyah

hammm terus mars Jambore 22 itu kalo ga salah seperti ini *sedih amat gue ga hapal*

dua dua Jambore Gonzaga
barengan sama kita semua
senang riang tak ada siksaan
yang ada hanya suka cita

tenda tenda berdiri kami siap beraksi
siapkanlah kakimu agar tak jemu jemu
kami anak Gonzaga kamilah yang terhebat
semua pun bersorak dengan riang

Heeeeey! Jamboreee!
Heeeeey! Jamboreee!
RRRRRRR-ah! HU!

:)

hahaha kalo jambore 22 ingetnya unforgettable moments yg ga sengaja gue dapet

tapi kemungkinan ga bermakna buat dianya

semoga bermakna buat dianya sih

tapi ga mau ngarep ah

*gundah*

2010-10-08T08:02:00.001-07:00

"my dreams becoming distant apparitions.
i turn to the wind for help,
as i was bathed in the light that followed your heels."

-Shiki No Uta (MINMI)-

that 3 sentences,
are telling you,
about all i can do when you're about to leave and when you have left.

future?

2010-10-05T08:45:00.000-07:00

keterima beasiswa Prasetya Mulya / UI. Masuk Bisnis dan Manajemen. Lulus S2.

sampingan kuliah desain, sm gambar. kurang tau dimana -_-

dapet pacar ganteng baik sayang sm gue. intinya, sama persis kyk Yaha. :)

nikah umur 25

dapet anak cowo namanya Azel

kerja jadi manager toko makanan macemnya JCo atau Sour Sally

sampingan punya clothing line sama jadi mangaka

punya manga sendiri, sukses besar kyk bleach

punya maserati 1 plus audi 1. buat sendiri.

punya anak cewe namanya Mahseya

pindah ke New York. punya penthouse super gede

punya vila di Malibu

bikin 2 cabang bisnis di Malibu sm New York, sukses semua

keluarga harmonis sama suami sm anak2

tetep temenan sm temen2 SMA sampe tua

meninggalkan dunia ini dengan senyum lebar, karena hidup bener2 bahagia.

:)

will it be my future?

kak van's sweet 17th! :)

2010-10-03T07:10:00.000-07:00

oke gue bosen. sumpeh. hebatnya lagi, gue bosen sm TWITTER. beeeh. dan skrg harusnya gue belajar Geografi karena besok gue remed, dan seharusnya sebagai anak jurusan IPS yang berkeinginan berat dapet cum laude gue harusnya belajar. tapi diktat bercover hijau itu entah kenapa...yasudahlah intinya gue males belajar.

tgl 1 Oktober, my Mom having a birthday! :) i bought a cupcake for her, a chocolate cupcake because my mom really loves chocolate, and because surprisingly she doesn't care about her body weight. aaa love you Mom!!! really thankful she's my Mom. i've done lot of funny and cool things with her ahahhaa :) love you moom!

ammm mau cerita kemaren itu gue ke acaranya Vania, her sweet 17th birthday party! happy birthday kak van! *gue manggil dia kak van karena dia udh 17 tahun dan paling tua di antara kita semua. haum*

acara di ke'kun kemang. awalnya gue yg sangat mager ini ketiduran ampe setengah 5 sore padhaal udh janji sudah hadir di rumah Judith untuk berangkat bareng jam 4. yaa lalu gue berguling, berpisah dari sandera kasur dan bantal, terus mandi. nyampe rumah Judith jam setengah 6, ternyata bocah itu ga kalah mager dari gua. akhirnya kita tidur-tiduran dulu di kamar dia sambil nonton TV. baru deh berangkat begitu dapet taksi.

blabla naik taksi sampe di ke'kun, ternyata sudah ada Frian sm Laras lg nyanyi. hue. terus disana udah ada banyak orang. gak lama kemudian muncul si Sasa dan ternyata sepatu dia samaan sm Judith, sama2 Nike SB abu-abu plus ijo gitu hau. akhirnya gue duduknya barengan Judith Sasa Barbara sm Wiwid. terus kita disana ampe sekitar jam 10 apa setengah 11 yaa

terus gue nebeng Sasa pulang berhubung tidak ada tebengan pulang jd nginep di rumah Judith, dimana untuk ke rumah Judith gue harus nebeng Sasa *ngerti?*. terus gue Sasa Judith sm Wiwid ke La Codefin dulu, gue ngidam Sundae BK jadi beli, terus makan di Douggers. pulang2 udah setengah 12 malem -__- ampe rumah Judith jam 12, malah nonton Titanic. ha. gara2 udah sebel sm ceritanya akhirnya gue dan Judith tidur, gue sukses bangun sebelum jam 10 pagi seperti amanat nyokap gue dan akhirnya gue nonton Shinchan dulu baru pulang hari ini. weee.

yaaaaa jadi begitu blogwalkers.

jadii,
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY VANIA! WYATB!
HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY MOMMY! :*
THANKS, JUDITH~! untuk membiarkan gue menginap di rumahnya untuk kesekian kalinya.
THANKS, SASA AND WIWID! karena jd ada tebengan pulang dan bs makan di Douggers.
THANKS SEMUA! untuk bikin hari Sabtu dan Minggu gue menyenangkan :)

ultimate hobby! :)

2010-10-03T00:21:00.000-07:00

hellooooo. i'm very happy this minute, because i've just finished two of my drawings! yeay!

sebenernya itu gambarnya niru. gambarnya niru gambar yg udah ada gituu -_- maklum deh skill gue jg masih jelekan. baru selesai meniru gambarnya Mugen sm Ichigo yg udah jadi Getsuga Tenshou. gue buka gambarnya di komputer, trus komputer gue biarin nyala dengan gambarnya terpampang disitu lalu gue gambar ulang. lumayan siih. setidaknya gue nggak bener2 menjiplak kyk yg asli gue taroh di bawah kertas gue terus gue tinggal ikutin garisnya doang gitu. haaaa.

i love drawinggggggggggg that's my ultimate hobby! di sekolah alat wajib gue adalah pensil penghapus + rautan, dan gue sdg berduka krn rautan gue ilang uhuu :'( jdnya gue pake pensil mekanik. yaap di sekolah kalo bosen gue pasti gambar. tiap hari gue pasti gambar. gambarnya biasanya jelek -_- tapi terkadang bagus juga sih *labil* masalah gue adalah mata dan kaki. arrrr. selalu paling susah gambar itu.

4 gambar tiruan gue yg paling gue suka adalah pas gue gambar Ichigo yg udah gondrong, gambar Grimmjow, gambar Ichigo yg udah transform jd Final Getsuga Tenshou sm gambar Mugen. AAAAA pengen banget bs bener2 gambar gitu. sekarang gue kalo gambar butuh contoh -_- yasudahlah.

terimakasih kpd Tite Kubo dan mangakanya Samurai Champloo. saya bisa membuat gambar sebagus ini haaa *hugs*

here's my drawings. maaf kalo rada ga jelas -_- mm yg getsuga tenshou belom selese gue warnain rambutnya abisnya rambutnya gede banget! capek warnainnya -_-

i drew those drawings, but the real drawings belongs to Tite Kubo and Samurai Champloo's maker.

what do you think? :)

become a (i hope so) bassist?

2010-09-30T09:09:00.000-07:00

from all of music instruments, i really interested at drums and bass.

drums. really, when i saw people plays drums, somehow they look cooler than usual. when they played, it looks so fun and tiring too. but, how the arms moved from one drum to cymbal or another drum so fast and hit it hard, it just too damn cool and i love it. i really want to become a professional drummer, and my biggest wish when i've become a drummer is play the Anna Molly from Incubus and Faint from Linkin Park.

bass. OH GOSH. i reallyreallyreally want to learn how to play bass. i prefer bass more than drums. guys who play bass somehow looks 10 times cooler in my eyes, and more handsome. oh darn. reallyyy! i love how the fingers moves from one string to another string fast and create a "dum-dum-dum" *bass tone, i mean*. lots of my dreams including handsome boys with bass in their hand, and they play it well and absolutely cool. hell yeaaah. i love bassists. i really want to become a bassist of a band one day, and play Papercut from Linkin Park, Anna Molly from Incubus, Careful from Paramore, The Everlasting Gaze from Smashing Pumpkins, and My Favourite Game from The Cardigans.

that's why when i heard Faint, i imagine 5 handsome boys playing that super cool song as a band. when i heard Careful, i imagine myself play the bass part of the song. OSH!

anyone want to give me bass lessons, for a totally beginner? -_-

para operator promosi Speedy

2010-09-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

tibatiba terinspirasi, dr 10th persons miliknya Andiza Siregar , bisa dilihat di links gue. tapi gue cuma 5 orang.

gara-gara cerita adek gue, hari ini rumah gue ditelepon 3 kali sm Speedy, tidak lain dan tidak bukan ialah untuk menawarkan pemasangan internet plus modem gratis dan gratis 1 bulan pemakaian *ampe hapal saking seringnya ditelpon* padahal gue udh punya IM2. yg nelpon beda-beda. gue jd terinspirasi krn gue jg salah satu korban peneleponan annoying ini. 5 tipe orang yg bertugas jd operator penawaran Speedy yg gue dengar adalah :

1. Riang gembira, penuh keramahan
"Selamat pagi ibu~, kami dari Speedy, kami hendak menawarkan pemasangan internet ibu, ibu di rumah pk internet apa~?" -- "Oooh, sudah pakai internet ya,bu? Yasudahhh~ nanti kalau mau pakai Speedy, ibu bisa hubungi saya bu, lihat aja nomor perusahaan Speedy~ terimakasih ibuuu~"

Nada bicaranya udh kayak cewe2 gembala domba yg lagi asyik nyanyi nyanyi di padang rumput. ramah betul. gatau ramah beneran apa boongan. biasanya nanyain gue ampe jauh, dr nama, umur, kelas brp, dll. sok ramah biasa. tapi gue judesin.

2. Operator Labil
"Selamat siang ibu~ kami dari Speedy, hendak menawarkan pemasangan internet." --- "oh udah pasang ya bu? Yaudah deh bu. makasih"

awalnya pas gue angkat baik-baik aja ngomongnya, begitu gue bilang gue udh punya internet, suaranya lgsg judes kyk bete dan males gitu lalu lgsg cepet2 mengakhiri telepon. behh

3. Madesu
"selamat siang ibu,saya dari Speedy, hendak menawarkan pemasangan internet, kami blablablabla..." --- "oh begitu ibu, baik ibu terimakasih.."

gue abis nerima telepon dari dia, ngakak sengakak-ngakaknya. suaranya bener2 mateks ga ada ekspresi kyk orang ga dikasih makan sebulan, bener bener DATAR ga ada nada ga ada ekspresi! org madesu abis. suram banget suaranya kyk orang kelaperan. ckckck

4. Super-fast talks!
"selamatsiangibukamidaritelkomspeedyhendakmenawarkanjasainternetdimanakamimemberi
modemgratisdanibudiperbolehkanuntukmendapatgratissatubulanpemakaianbilaberlangganansekarang.."
--"ohbaikibuterimakasihselamatsiang"

ga ada spasi. bener-bener ga berhenti, super cepet, gue udh ga tau dia ngomong apa yak. begitu dia blg Speedy gue lgsg bilang "kita udh pake IM2". cepet banget dah ngomongnya, udh kayak kereta.

5. Gabut
"siang ibu. kami dari Speedy, mau menawarkan pemasangan internet."----"oh udah ada ya bu? oke deh bu makasih"

super pemalas suaranya. ketauan kalo dia terpaksa melakukan pekerjaan ini demi nafkah diri sendiri..hiks. pokoknya ngebetein bgt dah pemalas bgt suaranya grr

dari semuanya yg paling kocak nomer 3, dan paling nyebelin nomer 2.

duh ngantuk. gue tidur yak. semoga mimpi indah, mimpinya ketemu yaha trus jd deket, dan semoga mimpi indah tsb jadi nyata!! wiihii. see yaa

blackout!!!!!!

2010-09-29T07:00:00.000-07:00

woy gila woyy lg mati listrik nich rumah gue!!! *gapenting*. tapi kenapa bs ngepost? jawabannya simple, yakni *drumrolls* GUE PAKE LAPTOP! yippi yuhuuu weeee

gue stress ya? maaf

yak jadi abis pulang cheers sekarang, mager, listrik mati astaganaga! semua mati padahal gue mau nonton film korea mau nonton tv mau nyalain ac mau nyalain kipas mau pasang radio huanjirr skrg BOSAAN! #kebosananantingkatdewiyunanimaingaple

hashtag itu dari temen SMP gue namanya Jessee Prawiro hahaha gue bc tweetnya pas itu ngakak lgsg

gua lg gilagilanya dengerin lagunya Linkin Park yg Faint. Jadi dalam rangka memeriahkan album Linkin Park yg terbaru yakni One Thousand Suns dengan salah satu hit singlenya yg asik abis tp gue ga begitu suka yaitu The Catalyst , gua mendengarkan ulang album2 Linkin Park. Sebenernya cuma yg Hybrid Theory sm Meteora, skip lagu Crawling krn endingnya horor.

dan begitu gue denger Meteora, gue lgsg inget knp dulu pas keluar, padahal gue msh SD gitu, gue ngefans abis sm Linkin Park. Gila men! tracks inside that fabulous album are..wow! try Numb, Breaking The Habit, Faint, One Step Closer. Osh. kewl abisssss dan gue jadi kembali tergila2 dengan Faint apalagi gara2 dipake di Guys Choice Awards. Sumpah ya track Faint tuh kerennya pol parah kerenbot! lagu gue kalo lg stress. biasanya jd lagu pengantar tidur jg. suer. coba download kalo belom tau lagunya, karena Faint...is so damn amazing that i can't describe it with words.

mau makan dulu ye. i'll continue this random post again later. i guess i better put some junks here than twitter, because in here, i don't need to see any unimportant RTs and tweets, and no one can complain about this post.

oh maaaaaan >:(

2010-09-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

i really want to do these things.

1. hang a board on my neck, with writing on it, reads : "DO NOT DISTURB ME, DO NOT CALL ME, DO NOT ASK ME TO DO YOU ANY FAVOR." kill everyone who don't do as the board ordered.

2. use a huge puffy earplug, so i can't hear everyone unimportant f**ing talks,screams, and orders.

3. buy a time machine, rewind the time, go back to June 2009 - June 2010, then correct all of my mistakes in the past, then skip the mid-test week.

4. kick everyone that make me pissed today, until they have so many bruises.

5. watch FTSK today :'(

6. go to his place, hug him, and ask him please do not leave me again. and i hope he'll hug me back and he'll stay with me :')

7. end this post.

i know that point 6 is IMPOSSIBLE.

actually, every points are impossible, except point 7, because i can do it right now.

i recommend you this site, guys.

2010-09-20T08:21:00.000-07:00

this site made me laughed until my stomach hurts and made me cried when i laughed.

FAILBLOG.ORG

banyak foto foto konyol sm video konyol ttg epic fail di sekitar lingkungan gitu -_- dan emang tolol banget. HAHA! enjoyy.

it's Sunday, and I need a Sundae for my mood booster.

2010-09-19T01:21:00.000-07:00

hello guys. gosh this Sunday is sucks! i need to study for my mid test tomorrow -_- and also working on some of my school's tasks that unfinished until now. so many papers, and books on my desk right now.

oh yeah, anw, that cursed brown spider in my bathroom is STILL THERE. damn man. i would never,ever take a shower in that bathroom again. goodbye, hot water. *sniff*

and suddenly i'm craving for a Sundae! :3 *mulut kucing* but really. i wish there's someone who want to pick me up to Citos and buy me a plain Sundae. oh man. i wish that person can stay at heaven after his/her death.

and oh yeah, lately i've used some mood icons. i got it from Wistful_Icons. there's so many anime and mood icons in there which are so funny :D like that Yamamoto icon. i'm wondering if Yamamoto really said those words -_-

baik cukup post sok bahasa inggrisnya. gatau kenapa nih gue lg pengen ha norak.

saya belom belajar apa apa loh -_-

daritadi ngerjain tugas bhs indonesia. damn. diktat etika cuma kebuka di atas meja, dikacangin. uuu jangan sedih ya diktatku

tadi keshuffle fireburning - sean kingston. jadi inget masa lalu ->jadi inget kelas 10 ->..aaa :(

udah ah keburu ngerandom. saya cabut dulu ya, harus ngeprint + belajar.

please, mid-tests, be nice to me :)

cursed you, all of Insects!

2010-09-18T06:31:00.000-07:00

ACHTUNG!
Kalau Anda pencinta Serangga, please, don't read this post, or you'll be irritated. well, i don't care anw.

tau nggak apa benda yang paling gue benci seumur-umur? the top of my "I HATE THESE THINGS" list?

INSECTA
ATAU
SERANGGA
ATAU
INSECTS

sungguh oh para pembaca, sodara sodari. makhluk ini paling NAJIS. I HATE INSECTS. I HATE BUGS.

yayayaya mungkin anda yang pencinta serangga bakal protes. "kamu tidak tahu apa, kalau serangga berfungsi untuk hidup kita? Kupu kupu adalah serangga, dia berfungsi untuk penyerbukan! Serangga menjadi detritivor/dekomposer *mulai ngomong biology thingy which i really don't fucking care* "

tapi. sekarang gue tanya.

seneng ga anda, kalo anda lagi asik-asik mandi, udah buka baju, udh nyalain air panas, udah siap basahin badan, tibatiba LABA LABA segede PUNGGUNG TANGAN merayap di dinding, di depan mata anda, siap lompat setiap saat, merayap makin dekat ke anda.

itu yang gue alamin tadi pagi. gue teriak. bahkan nangis -_- oke itu lebe. tapi bener, gue takut banget sama segala jenis serangga,kecuali nyamuk. gue bisa parno. bener bener parno. dan tadi, tibatiba pas gue lagi mandi...makhluk jahanam nan laknat nan terkutuk merayap di pintu. gue teriak, kontan nangis. samber handuk sm sikat gigi, langsung pindah ke kamar mandi yg di kamar gue.

I HATE SPIDERS. CURSED YOU SPIDERS. GO TO HELL. YOU F**KING 8-LEGGED CREATURE

berkat laba laba coklat gede, yang kakinya bener2 gendut *ga cuma kyk garis seperti laba laba biasa* , selamat, Insects! anda termasuk musuh saya nomor satu di dunia ini. nomor satunya laba-laba. sumpah. heh laba-laba, lo berhasil menggeser posisi musuh bebuyutan gue dari gue TK. yakni KECOA.

Kecoa. makhluk kecil hitam, kaki banyak, bisa tibatiba terbang dan NEMPLOK. suka-suka dia mau nemplok dimana. gatau aja dia kalo nemplok cuma gangguin orang. bodo amat dia katanya bisa hidup berharihari padahal udh ga berkepala kek. gue benci makhluk ini.

skrg gue takut -_- jadi kebayang serangga. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!

please God, give me sweet dream tonight. not a dream with insects inside it. please. i'm begging You.

General Bernadette Ajeng Romanauli! :D

2010-09-17T00:54:00.001-07:00

and agaiin, my imaginations went wild. garagara tadi lagi asik ngerjain bagan stratifikasi sosial buat sosiologi, terus gue ngerjain ttg stratifikasi sosial di TNI AD. dan mendadak di otak gue muncul pikiran,

"Kayaknya jadi JENDRAL enak!"

yeayeayea i know it's such a nonsense. ampe skrg setau gue jendral cowo semua..hm. tapi gue penasaran aja, kyknya asik jd jendral. uang banyak, mobil banyak, terus perang wee *psycho*

there. i just made a portrait of me in my mind. With army cap, green shirt, short green skirt, stocking, high heels, 5-stars badge, machine guns, and bazooka.

hm. kayaknya ga cocok gue jd jendral. badan terlalu kecil. -_-

or do you agree when i grow up, i work as a General of Indonesia National Army? :P

tell me!

yo!

2010-09-16T08:41:00.000-07:00

halo wahai wahai anda pembaca blog saya yang sudah membusuk dan kyknya udah ga ada yg baca lagi. Maaf banget,sumpah!! gue tau gue selalu galau daan ya sekarang jg sebenernya masih, tapi sekarang gue udh berkurang! sumpeh! gabakal ngepost yg galau galau lagi. maafmaafmaaf!

okaay, back to the post. i guess this icon already described my feelings today.

hell yeah. i'm in a badmood today, pdhl gue sebenernya ga punya alasan untuk badmood. haha. ya biasalah. sejak kelas XI gue punya semacam sindrom yaitu benci sama orang cm garagara mukanya doang. iyeh. memang ada-ada aja gue ini ):D

yep dan kata di icon itu gue sebut udh berapa kali ya di otak gue hari ini..hm. banyak deh. tapi agak terhibur pas tadi ke rumah Judith. gosip langsung bueh nyerocos terus daan ketemu Buddy! *padahal gue agak ngeri sama anjingnya Judith yg satu itu*

oh yeaah i've changed my blog background. still Monsieur Hiruma Youichi :* sebenernya gue lg cintacintanya sm Ichigo tapi yaa biar adil biar kagak Bleach semua jd gue pasang Hiruma aja dah.

ingin tahu kenapa gue badmood hari ini?

1. ini hari pertama masuk sekolah setelah libur Lebaran. entah kenapa tadi pagi gue tibatiba sangat sayang sm selimut + kasur + bantal + guling gue, dan gamau pisah. alhasil bangun telat, uoh. aku sayang kalian, wahai empat benda mati yang bisa jadi surga gue kalo dirumah.

2. he's not here. mmm he's not here too, today. yeaa you don't need to know who i mean.

3. saya merasa hanya sbg sampah. dibuang. emg kyk bego gitu sih guenya ha-ha. go to hell,dumbass. don't you ever talk to me again.

4. post ini lama lama bikin gue badmood.

wokeh. sekian. dan sekali lagi...

this time, an anime boy have totally distracted me.

2010-09-15T07:43:00.000-07:00

gimana gue nggak terpana.

gila. gokil abis Tite Kubo. Bener-bener hebat. Bisa banget dia bikin karakter anime seganteng ini.

kaget banget gue pas baca chapter baru Bleach. Ichigo suddenly came out from nowhere, with a LONGER hair, and...make me stunned.

gile! awalnya ga nyadar. terus..mukanya di close up. terus...gantengnya keliatan. osh. jauh lebih ganteng daripada rambut pendek yg dulu. yang kyk landak itu aja udh ganteng. apalagi yg gondrong. parah.

anddd i've posted a tweet. ha. ga bisa nahan

damn it, Kurosaki Ichigo!I fell for you!

harapan kosong :'(

2010-09-15T03:49:00.000-07:00

karena saya sudah ga tau, mau berjuang pakai apa lagi

cuma Tuhan harapan saya

saya harap Tuhan bisa mengabulkan doa saya

itupun kalau Tuhan mengkehendaki

saya, jujur, berharap Tuhan mengkehendaki seperti yang saya doakan

karena, kalau Tuhan nggak mengkehendaki,

saya akan terus begini

sampai nggak tahu kapan

kayak kena kutuk

:'(

kalo Tuhan mengabulkan,

itu saya senang banget

parah. bisa nangis mungkin.

hari itu juga saya berterimakasih sama Tuhan

karena saya dibebaskan dari kutuk

mungkin dibebaskan

karena saya gatau juga, apa nanti sesudah itu

saya masih merasa kyk gini apa nggak

apa saya sanggup kalo nanti

dia dapet yang baru

saat saya dan dia udh deket hubungannya

hm.

jujur, saya mau lebih

manusia ga pernah puas ya?

jujur. lebih dari itu, saya maunya.

tapi kayaknya nggak mungkin

"nggak ada yg ga mungkin!" kata orang

begini deh.

prinsip macam itu bikin saya berharap

bikin saya mengkhayal

padahal pada akhirnya

harapan dan khayalan itu yang menjatuhkan saya

yang bikin saya patah hati

yang bikin saya depresi

nyesel

"kenapa saya harus berharap"

begitu

"siapa tau bs jadi kenyataan.."

hm

sesuai pengalaman saya selama 15 tahun hidup di bumi

dengan masalah2

satu fakta yang saya dapat

"KALAU SAYA TERLALU BERHARAP, HARAPAN ITU NGGAK AKAN JADI KENYATAAN. TIDAK PERNAH."

serius.

bodohnya

walau sudah tahu itu

dalam hati yg paling dalam

saya masih berharap

tapi saya tutup tutupi

berlagak seakan tidak berharap

padahal sebenernya saya berharap

kenapa?

saya takut harapannya nggak jadi kenyataan

bikin saya cuma sakit hati

saya sering mengkhayal

khayalan

senengnya sesaat

saya bingung

knp pas dia pergi

khayalan saya membludak?

padahal dari kelas X, saya berusaha keras menghindari khayalan

temen saya pernah bilang

"ngekhayal tuh enak!"

...

enak darimana?

orang nggak jadi kenyataan

khayalan saya, kalau masalah percintaan

ga pernah jadi kenyataan

satupun kayaknya nggak pernah

mungkin ada sih. tapi saya nggak ingat

khayalan saya, lebih sering TIDAK JADI KENYATAAN dibanding jadi beneran.

pengen deh otak saya, saya pagarin. anti khayalan cinta.

heeh. khayalan cinta. itu yg saya hindari, mungkin.

soalnya itu yang paling bikin saya sakit hati.

mungkin nanti saya dianggap pesimis

ga punya harapan

hm

beginilah saya. mau apa?

salahkan hal2 yang terjadi, yang bikin saya pesimis

yang bikin otak saya memproduksi dan mencanangkan teori "TERLALU BERHARAP, TIDAK AKAN JADI KENYATAAN"

salah satu inspirasi saya itu Kid, quarterback Seibu Wild Gunmans, dari komik Eyeshield 21.

dia anti harapan.

pengen banget saya bisa jadi orang kayak dia

bisa "ngunci" otak dari harapan

teori dia sm saya sama persis kok

lalu saya sadari

teorinya pas di hidup saya

<:)

kebanyakan berharap, cuma bikin susah

munafik ya saya.

padahal abis ini , saya tidur, saya akan ngekhayal tentang si dia lagi.

itu ninabobo saya.

sedih ya <:)

saya berharap ada pelampiasan

setidaknya, saya bisa jadi nggak begitu kepikiran kayak sekarang

jujur, saya nggak mau lupa sepenuhnya.

ha.

banyak maunya ya saya!

pelampiasannya sempet ketemu

tapi dia ternyata suka sm cewe lain

bahkan seakan ga peduli sm saya

tambah sakit hati

saya mau ngelupain pelampiasan itu

terus mau ke siapa?!

mau nggak mau, saya kembali ke si dia

kutukan utama

dalang

sumber

asal

pencipta

parah banget nih gue galaunya

parah

halo!

2010-09-10T03:41:00.000-07:00

gue mau agak riang nih kagak galu hueehehehe! kalo internet cepet gue ga bakal galau.

gue abis baca chapter bleach baru andddd abis terpana gile. Ichigo rambutnya jadi gondrong! UOH gila ciptaan Tite Kubo satu itu. jadi ganteng banget gileeeee you must see!

ganteng kan? iya kan? hueh. yaiyalah cowo gua #stressgaragaragalau

ehm oke gue cm ngasitau itu doang. gapenting ya ha maap. mau pulang nih gua hm byeee see you later!

hai.

2010-09-08T08:58:00.001-07:00

halo. bosen yak judul post gue kalo ga "hai" "halo" "he-ya" ha. ya lagian mau apaaa hm.

hari ini si nona cantik Nathania Astria ngadain makan2 berhubung ulangtahunnya yang ternyata bertepatan dengan tanggal TFT, yaitu 4 September. Yak udh muak kali dia selama TFT gue cekokin "selamat ulang tahun Astri" sampe gue udh mau digaplok.

Oiya! Kemaren tgl 4-5 September kan gue TFT. cerita dulu ah buihihihihi *melenceng*

yak jadi kemaren tgl 4-5 September 2010 kan gua ikutan TFT Jambore XXII , berhubung skrg gue kelas XI trus jd panitia buat Jambore yang ke 22. Dan gue adalah panitia sie. transport yg seharusnya ngurusin tronton cm karena di tronton gue yakni tronton 5 jumlah anak transportnya overload makanya gue gabut (Y) . yak gue dateng jam setengah 6 muka beler ngantuk dll, lalu datang si Astri yang langsung gua peluk trus ucapin Happy Birthday. abis itu dia dpt surprise kue gitu huehehehe dan kuenya ludes dimakan anak-anak lain. ha.

yak lalu berangkat ke Jatiluhur, dan sampe sana, jujur aja, gue gabutnya parah hahaha! sama Anne sm Fristine, dua cewe sie transport juga. ga tau mau ngapain dan kita bertemu dengan Elin dan Gitta dari sie Dana yang jelas sekali gabutnya. Dan kita berlima langsung jadi tim gabut Jambore 22 haha. ampe basecamp langsung ngaso di saung -_- akhirnya sih bantu bantu juga. aduh pokoknya gue gabut sekali deh ckckck ga kerja. palingan cuma mampir tenda perkap sm tenda P3K, ngobrol kesana kemari jalan jalan makan tidur dll. ga kerja. huahah. kecuali pas malemnya diriin tenda buat tidur yang akhirnya ga gue pake karena gue takut tidur sendiri jadinya ke tenda P3K yang rame. trus malemnya yak ada cicak nemplok di kaki gua -_- horor. Besoknya kembali jadi anak gabut ga kerja cm bantu beresin satu tenda dome yg gede, udah. Dan akhirnya gue pulang. padahal gabut tapi gue capek, tidurnya ampe 11 jam. kyknya emg mental gue mental kebo yasudahlah.

oke kembali ke hari ini. Yaaa hari ini adalh 8 September 2010...berarti 8-9-10! dipercaya oleh bebrapa manusia bahwa ini adalah tanggal bagus. pdhl hari ini biasa menurut gue. ha.

yak jd tadi jam setengah 3 gue brgkt cheers brg Vania Judith dan ternyata jalanan oh sungguh macet. udh mager banget di mobil, udh hujan deres trus ngidam McD. akhirnya sampe Senayan trus latian blablablabla, abis itu gue sama Judith dengan buluknya ke La Porchetta, tempatnya Astri ngadain makan-makan. Sampe sana udh buluk gitu dan udah rada rame, ada Astri Aldo Anne Jennifer Elin Martom sm Bian. Sampe disana Martom sm Bian langsung menginterogasi gue ttg seseorang dan akhirnya menggosip. Haha. abis itu yak foto foto pake kacamata oversize hadiah dr Anne ke Astri (Anne emg juraganwati barang barang aneh). truuss gue pulang bareng si Judith jam 9-an lebih haha. trus di mobil gue sm Judith udh yakin sampe rumah kita berdua langsung bermasalah lovelife lagi, dan benar!

yang satu ga nyapa, ternyata emg cuma bakal nyapa kalo butuh doang. sampah lu njing. jd ga ada pelampiasan.

oh iyaa gue dapet pelampiasan baru. tapi ga begitu ngena gitu loh, ga begitu bisa menggantikan si lelaki yg di antah berantah. lagian pelampiasan barunya itu jg suka sm cewe lain. tau ah hidup gua sedih amat suka sm cowo ga ada yg bener, semuanya udh ga available kayaknya. hm.

eh besok 9 September...tahun lalu, besok tuh hari yg ngena bgt di otak gua hahaha.

trus gue jadi...kangen

gile. lovelife gue hancur lebur berantakan ga berbentuk. ga seru. datar. adanya bisa sakit hati doang ga bs bikin seneng. damn.

mau gua ceritain lovelife gua? garis besarnya begini.

gebetan gue plg utama,ga pernah bs dilupain, pergi gatau kemana. gatau kapan baliknya. mungkin kalo dia balik itu rada gamungkin, lagipula kalau dia balik belom tentu dia bakal ketemu gue dan...ampe kalo dia nyapa gue dan ngobrol sm gua banyak ga mungkin juga. karena itu gue berdoa tiap malem. biasanya gue ga mau ampe doa buat masalah beginian, karena pengalaman gue, kalo gue terlalu menginginkan sesuatu hasilnya ga bakal bagus juga.
Masalahnya gue tidak bs ngontrol diri untuk tidak menginginkan "sesuatu" itu. pasti kepengen. jdnya akhirnya munafik. ngakunya ga mau , sebenernya dalam hati mau banget. ga ada guna.

gue istilahnya hmm depresi. trus akhirnya setelah sebulan atau satu setengah bulan di kelas XI yang menderita bgt ini, gue ketemu seseorang yg istilahnya jadi pelampiasan gue. beneran, bener2 cocok jadi pelampiasan. tapi, dia suka sm cewe lain. jelas bgt sukanya org bener-bener PDKT.

*ngomong semua kata kotor*

dikira gue ga punya hati kali ya. dikira ga punya perasaan. jadinya mereka pikirnya "ayooo siksa Ajeng teruuus, biarin aja, bikin aja terus dia patah hati! Buang semuanya! Hancurin lovelifenya!"

*ngomong lagi semua kata kotor*

dapet lovelife bagus aja susah.

mau hidup seneng kayak dulu pas kelas 10 juga susah. bisa seneng kyk dulu, ga punya gebetan, ga harus mikirin seorang cowo tiap hari. hidupnya SANTAI. ga kyk sekarang.

sekarang udh kayak apaan. udh dianggap manusia ga punya hati kali gue makanya disiksa mulu.

gue capek, bangsat.

lagu galau lagi! -_-

2010-09-07T22:58:00.000-07:00

maaf tapi Bernadette Ajeng Romanauli akhir akhir ini lagi transformasi jd bocah galau, jadinya gini.

sekali lagi saya menemukan lagu yang sangat cocok dengan kehidupan gue :) yang seharusnya ga pake emoticon smile.

How can I just let you walk away
just let you leave without a trace?
When I stand here taking every breath with you

Ooh
you're the only one who really knew me at all.
How can you just walk away from me when all I can do is watch you leave'
'cos we shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears.
You're the only one who really knew me at all.
So take a look at me now
well
there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face.
Oh
take a look at me now
there's just an empty space

And you coming back to me is against the odds

And that's what I've got to face.
I wish I could just make you turn around
turn around and see me cry.
There's so much I need to say to you
so many reasons why.
You're the only one who really knew me at all.
So take a look at me now
well
there's just an empty space

And there's nothing left here to remind me

Just the memory of your face.
Now take a look at me now
'cos there's just an empty space

But to wait for you is all I can do and that's what I've got to face.
Take a good look at me now
'cos I'll still be standing here

And you coming back to me is against all odds

It's the chance I've got to take. - Take a look at me now.

Phil Collins - Against All Odds.

Yeah. Maybe he'll come back, against all odds. And that's the only chance I've got to take.

Ha-ha. Kangen nyet.

random (ini sampah, kalo ga mau baca yaudah)

2010-08-20T08:50:00.000-07:00

he'd got the face that make me on my knees.

i'm addicted. it's a crisis.

i've tried to not to be, but i'm already a lovesick crackhead.

and then, there's the distant apparitions.

i watch those steps he made when he walked away.

i'm wondering if he know, that i really need him now.

everything i did, reminds me of him.

i wonder if i ever crossed his mind, because for me it's happening all the time.

and i was just realized, that i need him here when i cried.

but i know, that i'm not worth his time.

he's the one who responsible for these tears. for these rude words. for this broken-hearted girl, that can't stop thinking about him everyday.

sedih ya hidup gue. udh ga bisa seseneng dulu lagi. faktor-faktor utama yg bikin gue seneng udah hilang. lenyap. ga tau bisa didapet lagi apa nggak.

emg ga baik katanya kalo terlalu bergantung sm masa lalu.

tapi kalo masa lalunya terlalu baik, terlalu bagus, terlalu menyenangkan, dan kelihatannya jauh lebih baik dr masa sekarang, mau apa lo?

semoga masa sekarang bisa jd masa yang baik juga, seperti masa lalu.

tapi gue tau, ada satu hal di masa lalu yg sepertinya, nggak bakal bisa digantikan di masa sekarang.

karena makhluk macam dedemit sialan yg nyantol di otak gue terus itu ya cuma dia doang.

:(

jujur. kalo dikasih nilai dari 1-10, mood gue dulu selalu ada di 8-10.

skrg?

6. atau kurang.

sedih ya.

pengen nangis. di pundak seseorang. i need a hug. :(

dan penurunan drastis skala mood gue itu, faktor utamanya adalah seorang lelaki yg sekarang cuma penampakan jauh.

DISTANT APPARITIONS.

maaf postnya ga jelas. maaffff. maaf ini sampah.ga tau mau cerita sm siapa.

sometimes i need friends as good as Twitter and Blogger. bisa nerima cerita apa aja, ga pake protes.

sekali lagi, maaf. maafkan kehidupan gue yg miris ini.

bye

sampah

2010-08-18T09:06:00.000-07:00

kangen woi. parah.
mau ngobrol. mau ketemu. mau ketawa brg. mau ngelakuin banyak hal bareng lo.
kesini dong nyet.

sampah lagi. maaf ya. abaikan aja.

Bonamana

2010-08-17T07:00:00.000-07:00

yo. tau nggak? gue tiba tiba suka Super Junior! ta-dah!

hm maksudnya bukan suka ampe ngefans banget gitu, gue cuma suka satu lagu mereka, judulnya Bonamana. lagunya heboh bangeet trus dipake buat yearvidnya Gonzaga #21. dan sejak itu, tuh lagu nempel di otak gue, dan gue jd suka. nice. padahal lagunya bener bener wuoh rame.

trus tadi gue baru iseng browsing liriknya, trus cari translationsnya. dan ternyata, liriknya bagus banget loh. bener. pantesnya sih emang dinyanyiin cowok, cm kalo cowok nyanyiin ini buat lo mungkin lo meleleh juga apalagi kalo cowonya Yaha trus pas dia pulang dia ketemu gue, trus dia nyanyiin lagu ini buat gue...oke abaikan.

here it is! langsung gue kasih translationsnya ke english, karena lo jg ga bakal ngerti bahasa koreanya.

ddanddaranddan ddanddaranddan ddadaddarabba
ddanddaranddan ddanddaranddan ddadaddarabba

Do you know or not, know or not that you’re very pretty, beautiful girl
Even if you call me crazy I still like you, beautiful girl
Someone tell this to my baby, to my baby that I’m here,
that I’m waiting (Baby, you turn it up now)

You’re neither yes nor no, yes nor no; say something, beautiful girl
If I had your heart, I’d just be the winner of life
This world’s logic, logic is to follow, guys who are brave,
Guys like me

Old sayings say that picking ten times Is going overboard, shrug, shrug, shrug
That girl is a powerful enemy, She’s unmoveable, pout, pout, pout
What will I do, what will I do? That girl is my only interest

Bounce to you, bounce to you, my heart is beating so fast for you
to the point it can’t be caught; Attracted to you and is beating so fast that I can’t get you
Break it down to you, down to you, if my heart
Can’t get you it’s gonna stop (Look at me)

Will you look or not look or not look or not at a guy like me
You neglect, neglect, neglect me even if you turn around
Even if you look and look, look and look, look and look, there’s no one else but me
Whether you look or not, look or not, look or not (Baby, you turn it up now)

What should I buy, buy, buy, buy as a present for you
Oh, I’m going to go crazy from your image That I’ll like even just thinking about it
Listen girl, I like you, baby girl, I love you
I’m the only guy for you
Please listen to the confession I have for you

My heart says to stop fussing and please nod, nod, nod
If it takes this much effort, I could save the world and be admirable, admirable, admirable
What do you want me to do, what do you want me to do That girl is my everything

I’m finally gonna go crazy,
I’m gonna explode.
I can’t take it anymore, her pushing and pulling .
Oh, I’m really gonna to go crazy
someone put an end to this
Someone should have told me that it would be this hard

It’s true, true that my feelings don’t have a place to go
You know that I adjusted myself to fit you
How to keep loving you?
I’ll really be good to you. Don’t let me rot just like this

I’ll wait, beautiful girl!
Hope you’ll step to me, step to me
I love you, beautiful girl!
Bring it, sign to me, sign to me
Hahahaha, hahahahaha ,
It seems that she must have already, Been preparing to look at me

tinggal di ganti semua kata 'girl' jadi 'boy' atau 'guy' jadi 'girl' , pokoknya diganti bahwa ini dinyanyikan cewe buat cowo , lagu ini punya tempat yg sama di otak gue kayak Your Love Is My Drug ; sebagai lagu yang terlalu pas.

hmm trus gue kan lg ngerasa "buset sampah gue di blog banyak betul!" jd biar gue ga dihujat, gue akan coba kasih post yang rada berbobot atau berbobot. untuk curhat, gue bisa ngomong di ms word, yang ternyata lebih ngefek.

thanks!

helloo :)

2010-08-05T23:36:00.000-07:00

hello! gue skrg bacot di blog hauhahau *ga penting* . soalnya kalo gue bosen, gatau mau ngapain, nungguin twitter sm facebook loading, dan blogger sangat amat mudah diakses dan cepat, jdnya jd ajang pembuang waktu hahaha.

apa yg sedang gue lakukaaan? ngerjain pr jepang. sedih. biasanya kalo di twitter nih ya yg bukan anak gonz udh blg "yeaay weekend!" "thank God it's friday" "school's end! woohoo!" blablabla pokoknya seneng kalo ini hari Jumat. yak gua? knp gue hrs seneng hari Jumat? besoknya masih masuk kok. HUHU. sedih. bsk ada Jepang dan yaak PR banyak. sebenernya gua udh niat ngerjain PR Jepangnya dr kemaren, tp gue bingung yg mana halamannya krn gue kira tuh diktat gaada halamannya. ternyata td pas disekolah, halamannya ada di paling pojok kecil. mana gue liat. jd gue baru ngerjain skrg deh hu.

post gua monoton ya? abisnya gue gatau mau cerita apa haha -_- sjk ga di kelas X2 lagi. belom nemu hal seru. ya maklum lah ya baru 3 minggu gitu. kpn yaa bisa ngepost seriang post-post kelas X -_- kangen bgt woooooy X2 #23!! wuaa divisi 2 kangen! Pd masih inget Angkurbel nggak? gue msh nyimpen nametagnya hahahaha :) ada tulisannya "Bernadette Ajeng X2-08 , ANGKURBEL" ckck emg Andiza otaknya ada ada aja.

hm jadi keinspirasi. Ini beberapa hal yg ga pernah bisa bikin gue lupa sm X-2! :)

1. ANGKURBEL
eh gue udh pernah cerita Angkurbel ga sih? itu gara-gara gue dan beberapa tementemen kena marah garagara duduknya di belakang mulu. trus tercetus di otak Panji dan Andiza untuk membuat Angkurbel yg merupakan akronim dr Anggota Kursi Belakang. norak sih. tp kocak hahaha. trus gua dibikinin nametag dari label -_- trus mereka bikin iklan, slogan, poster kampanye, bahkan formulir pendaftaran. norak betul hahaha, trus mereka menggolongkan para murid rajin nan tekun yg duduknya di depan mulu sbg Tinkerbel yg artinya Tinggalkan Kursi Belakang . Ha. Bisa banget. dan gue setia sbg Angkurbel, kecuali pas bu Odil yang sangat senang memindahkan gua ke first row iyeah baris pertama atau baris paling depan maksudnya. Bu Odil demen bgt mindahin gue, Astri, Anne, atau Jenny ke depan. bahkan gue pernah dipindahin ke sarang penyamun *lebay* maksudnya bener bener dimasukin ke tempat duduk yg sekitar gue benerbener cowo semua, nggak ada cewenya. kejam. tp cowonya sih si Bian, Martom, Matthew, Acong, Andiza sama siapa lg gitu gue lupa jd nggak gigit ahaha. tetep aja disana gue berisik.

2. PIDATO IDOL
ini cuma satu hari sebenernya, pas penilaian pidato buat pelajarannya pak Heri. gue tempat duduknya...ya biasalah Angkurbel. hm trus belakang gue si Martom, Bian, Dito, sm siapa lg gitu gue lupa. trus Bian rencana bikin Pidato Idol. Martom jd Paula Abdul. ckck sedih hahaha

3. TOPENG KERTAS ABAL
ini pencetusnya gua! hahah itu gara-gara gue ngeliat di bukunya Anne ada gambar cap bibir raksasa, trus gue pasang dimuka gue seakan itu bibir gue. trus jdnya gue gambar muka full seisi kertas penuh trus gue pasang. yak aneh. trus gue diketawain hm tapi mukanya cantikk jd yaudah. dan ternyata yg lain terinspirasi oleh gue. trus gue ketauan Martom, dan ternyata dia mau ikutan. ckck

Gue pegel. yak. hm ntar gue lanjutin kapankapan. twitternya udh selese jd gue main dulu yakkkkk bye!

helloooooooo

2010-08-04T07:10:00.000-07:00

hai! lg bosen belajar sosiologi jdnya ngepost. maaf ya blog dijadikan sampah lagi. haha. hm sebenernya gue cm mau cerita hal gapenting haha ttg adek gue.

oke jadi kemaren tanggal 3 Agustus 2010 pada hari Selasa, dimana gue sakit dari pagi sampe malem. pagi di sekolah udh lemes kyk apaan ga ada semangat hidup, ditambah tdk ada si lelaki antah berantah. ha. jd gue sampe rumah lgsg pasang laptop pasang speaker, tidur.

tibatiba si mama ngebangunin jam setengah 7. "mbak ms adek kamu belom pulang". trus gue yg kayak "hah emg dia kemana?" nyokap blg gatau. gue malah tidur lg -_- . trus kebangun jam 8 dan ta-dah! adek gue baru masuk ke kamar.

gue lgsg melek. "kemana aja lu?" gue tanya. trus dia menjelaskan.

ternyata dia abis nungguin temen cewenya pulang. jd dia ngerjain tugas wawancara brg kelompoknya. selesenya jam setengah 6-an. harusnya dia udh pulang dari jam 6, dan bs nyampe rumah jam setengah 7 paling. tapi dia nyaris setengah 9 gt kan. katanya karena ada temen ceweknya, mau pulang naik angkot, tp ga berani. adek gue inisiatif temenin deh. tapi ternyata temennya itu jdnya dijemput dan lama gitu, sementara mereka udh di jalan raya. dan alhasil adek gue bersedia nemenin temen ceweknya itu lama. ohmy. pas gue tanya di rumah, kt adek gue, "nanti kenapa-napa dianya, kasian, tungguin aja."

ga penting? emg. hahaha. kan udh gue bilang. cuma gue bangga aja adek gue gentleman, mau ngalah buat cewe haha :) masih kelas 2 SMP loh. *ga penting*

segitu aja deh. mau pacaran sm catetan sosiologi dulu. byeee

sampah (lagi)

2010-07-23T03:24:00.001-07:00

maaf sungguh krn blog gua jd ajang sampah, tp beneran deh. ada beberapa sampah yg ingin gua buang disini.

1. wahai lu, seorang cowo yang skrg ada di antah berantah.
kangen woooi. ya iya sih gua bukan siapa siapa lo ya hahahaha :) dan lagipula seandainya lo kembali apa iya lu bakal nyapa gua gitu, trus ngajak gua ngobrol banyak blablabla? nggak juga kan?
gua udh nyadar itu siih tp gua kok tetep kangen sm lu ya. aneh. huo. udh gitu kemaren gua udh menggalau ria brg dua temen gua yg senasib. sama-sama ditinggal. udh ngehina-hina lagu "15" punyanya Taylor Swift gara-gara bener bener boong, bener-bener khayalannya ketinggian deh, gamungkin ada akhir sebahagia itu nyeeeet.
yaa sbg info, sejak lu pergi hidup gua jd suram hahaha gapenting.
ehm bg yang baca jgn kegeeran ya. beneran deh, sampah nomer 1 cuma untuk satu orang. bener-bener satu orang di dunia.

2. heh lu, cewe .. *sensorkarenasemuakatakotorguaucapin*
pergi aja lu nyet dr hidup gua! bikin susah. udh dari dulu kali gua susah gara gara lo! udah deh pergi aja jauh jauh gmana gitu, pindah sekolah kek lu. muak gua tau gak. kok ada sih orang yg sangat amat sampah seperti lo. haaaargh. yg bener menurut lu ya cuma lu kan?! sampaaaaaaaaah!

mood gua hancur lebur bener-bener parah jeleknya hari ini. gua lg ga peduli bener2 sm katakata orang, gua butuh temen cerita ga ada. semua barang gua sebelin, td udah ngebanting apa aja tuh gua.

gua butuh lagu AC/DC sbg penghilang stress. bye.

random

2010-07-20T08:41:00.000-07:00

a cloud hangs over and mute my happiness
a thousand ships could sail me back from distress
wish you were here, i'm a wounded satellite
i need you back here get me together make me right

what you got is hard to find
i think about it all the time
i'm all strung out my heart is fried
i just can't get you off my mind
because your love,your love,your love is my drug

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars?
i could really use a wish right now

why don't you love me? tell me baby why don't you love me?
when I make me so damn easy to love
why don't you need me ?tell me baby why don't you need me?
when i make me so damn easy to need

you waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (i miss you)
you waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (i miss you)

we used to be a team, yeah running the streets yeah we were leaving outside dream
you used to be your brighter i'm your provider and now we're separated into
baby you let me sail away alone yeah alone
and now you got trapped on this island with nowhere to get
and i don't wanna go go i don't wanna go go i don't wanna down low i don't wanna down low
i don't want to walk this earth if i got to do it solo
cause i was so high and now i'm so low and i don't want to walk around alone solo

ha random abis. tau nih galau malam hari *ga nyambung* trus kesepian ga ada temen di sekolah hidup jd suram skrg. hu. itu lagu lg kelintas di otak gua, sbenernya sama lagu "Cinta satu malam~" yg dari tadi dinyanyiin sm Elin sampe gue bekep mulutnya pake handuk. mamam bgt nih lagunya kebayang2 -__-

ehem apa ya hari ini? plg tadi pagi yak gue disuruh pindah sm Bu Endah ke depan gara-gara dikira budeg. trus td pelajaran BP, hahahahah disuruh mengkhayal. ya dilihat dr cerita-cerita yg sering gua bikin di MSN brg judith kalo lg stress jelas khayalan gue tingkat dewa. disuruh ngekhayal ntar gede lu jd apa. gua tulis aja Bernadette Ajeng Romanauli, SH, MBa .azek. trus gua punya perusahaan kosmetik. sebenernya gua ga kepengen kosmetik jg sih yg penting perusahaan gede. sempet mikir punya perusahaan real estate jdnya gua jualan rumah gitu -_- tp gatau ah ngebayangin aja.

trus sebenernya khayalan gua udh jalannya udh jauh banget pas si Pak Pri ngejelasin ttg yg harus ditulis. Apalagi ttg suami sm anak. itu gua langsung liat-liatan sm Judith haha berhubung akhir-akhir ini gue dan dia sering mengakui cowok sbg suami pdhl bukan -_-

akhirnya gua tulis aja kalo gua pengusaha kosmetik udh eksis banget unyu trus suami gua ganteng anak gua namanya Azel sm Mahseya, suami gua desainer grafis terkenal udh sering dpt kerja di perusahaan2 keren gitu deh intinya hidup gua bahagia makmur sejahtera. AMIIIIIIIN masa depan gua bener-bener kyk di cerita gua itu krn gua kan pengen dpt suaminya si 'dia' :* yasudahlah cukup.

khayalan gua emg lg membludak gatau nih sejak kelas 11. tiba-tiba otak gue suka bikin hal2 aneh, dan biasanya terjadi kalo sm judith. bisa berawal dr percakapan biasa di MSN, merambat jadi cerita 28 page. udah 2 kali kejadiannya, cm dari omongan biasa merambat jd cerita super panjang. ampe ada 2 season -_- ini gue tulisin ga semirip aslinya soalnya gabs gua copy

SEASON 1
Maggiore Sanchez says :
iya masa nyokapnya sm anaknya nelpon gua dua-duanya

ajeng says :
mau dilamar lu dith! hayo lo judith *--> bisa dilihat kompornya gua*

Maggiore Sanchez says :
apaan sih?! gila gua bisa ditabok nanti sm yg suka sm dia

ajeng says :
pdhl nanti ada undangan nikahan tunggu aja nih

Maggiore Sanchez says:
hm nanti di hotel Mulia
trus diselamatin

ajeng says :
trus gua dtg sm *****
gua : "judith selamat yaa"

Maggiore Sanchez says :
trus divisi 2 dateng
pd ngucapin selamat

yak dari situ, ceritanya berlanjut same 30 page, isinya resepsi Judith dan hal2 tolol yg terjadi -_- dan itu sampe akhirnya Judith nikah lari. ta-dah. tp ceritanya bahagia :) asik bgt sumpah kalo ampe jd kenyataan! ih senengnya pol gua.

SEASON 2
Maggiore Sanchez says :
asik nyokap anak yg ganteng itu kenal sm nyokap gue

ajeng says :
asik nanti jdnya ada undangan deh nikahan

Maggiore Sanchez says :
gamau maunya sm *piiiip*
tunangan di bali, nikah si Sao Paolo, resepsi California
rumah di Beverly Hills

ajeng says :
eh iyaiya kita ceritanya tetangga
suami gua pemain baseball di NY Yankees haha geol

Maggiore Sanchez says :
suami gua jugaaa tp gua Red Sox dulu

berlanjut sampe akhirnya suami gua,Judith, dan Anne sm2 masuk New York Yankees. tb2 kepikiran punya suami pemain baseball gr2 gua nemu lambangnya NY Yankees di laptop om gua. ceritanya ampe 26 page itu dari tanding sampe pesta gr2 menang. bisa dilihat kompor yg bikin autis itu gua. gue stressnya nyebar ke orang -_- yak.

dan..hm anjir woy gua kangen pol! damnnnnn pdhl gua bukan siapa-siapanya. yaudahlah. gua kangen pokoknya smg bs ketemu lagi suatu saat nanti.

maaf nyampah, nanti kyknya bakal nyampah lagi. byee

hm

2010-07-19T07:44:00.000-07:00

ga ada kerjaan serius. jd gue ngepost gini. sekali lagi, maaf nyampah. akhir akhir ini gue menjadikan blog sbg pelampiasan krn emosi gue lagi campur aduk banget parah tp intinya hasil dari kecampuradukan emosi gue itu, ga enak. mood gue ga pernah bisa bagus sejak hari pertama masuk sekolah sampe skrg.

Directions:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

***
The man/woman you will marry will be?
island in the sun-weezer

What's your ambition in life?
vanilla twilight-owl city

If you were the lead character in a tv show, what would you do?
always-blink 182

What will people think of you at your funeral?
a little to not over you-david archuleta

What do you secretly dream will happen in the future?
to be with you -mr. big (ASTAGA! amin amin amin)

You would like to do ___ to your enemy.
cinta melulu- ERK (-__-)

You think kids are...
officially yours - craig david

Why do your siblings hate/love you?
hate : L-O-V-E
love : i don't want to miss a thing - new found glory

High school musical is?
paparazzi-lady gaga (astaga -_- bener)

What makes you mad?
in my head- jason derulo

What catastrophic thing will happen in your future?
pots of gold-momma's gun (oh sungguh?!)

You think your parents are:
a thousand miles- vanessa carlton (pdhl samasama di rumah gua)

What cheers you up?
sheisun kyousokyoku - sambomaster (lagunya memang bikin seneng sih :D )

How is your day going?
heal the world - michael jackson

You invented something. What is the advertising slogan
shake it - metro station (-_- sepertinya gue menemukan shaker buat milkshake)

What is your worst enemy thinking about you right now?
innocence - 2oth century (oho aku memang innocent *hoek* )

What is the tagline of a movie all about your life?
pretty girl - sugarcult (AHA! ga deng narsis bgt)

How will you die?
keep holding on - glee cast ( -__-" )

What did you think when you met your best friend?
kutsuzure (hm gue ga ngerti artinya mohon maaf)

What is your future spouse going to think about while you get married?
24- Jem (24? 24 hours? 24 days? 24 years? huo)

What will someone say about you at your funeral?
Sexy Bitch-Akon ft. David Guetta (astaga)

What is your motto in life?
Telephone- Lady Gaga ft Beyonce (kringkring)

What is your fortune in the fortune cookie?
Love Letter To Japan - The Bird and The Bee (jd cowo gue di Jepang? nyak)

What is written in the next love letter you recieve?
I'd rather dance with you -KOC (aha -_-)

How do you greet other people?

Reason - Fonogenico

begitu deh. hm gue mau main kuis lagi aaaah. abis ini ngepost lg kok. tunggu saja

sampah

2010-07-19T06:46:00.000-07:00

gua kangen 14 Juli 2009 - 9 Juli 2010

gua kangen semua hari dimana gue masih anggota dari X-2 dan semua hari bareng X-2

i miss those days, soooooooooooooo bad.

maaf ga penting, maaf norak

ta-dah.

2010-07-16T02:04:00.001-07:00

sebelum saya mulai cerita, ingat. ini 100% curcol hahahahahahaha. jadi tolooong kalo ga mau baca klik exit aja lah daripada ngomong aneh aneh di chatbox. :)

ya seperti judul, ta-dah. gue kelas 11 IPS di Kolese Gonzaga. Udah kelas 11 weee :) naik ternyata gue, setelah nyaris tiap hari dan minggu di gereja doa mulu biar bisa naik kelas. seneng? oh iya dong. senaang.

tapi entah kenapa masuk kelas 11 IPS, kok gue rasa-rasa hidup gua jadi suram. ga seseru dulu.

serius deh. gue kangen separah-parahnya sama waktu-waktu dari Juli 2009-Juni 2010. waktu-waktu gue masih kelas 10. Masih di X2.

beh gue kangen semuanya. bahkan MOS aja gue kangen padahal dibentak bentak -_- . Kangen waktu belajar di kelas brg X2 yang selalu rusuh. Kangen Jambore. Kangen Gonzfest. Kangen 17-an pas satu kelas bener-bener kemana mana bareng. kangen X2 Ciawi. Kangen jalan ke KFF. Kangen berenang di Bali View.

intinya, kangen parah sama X2 #23 ya.

itu kelas terbaik yang pernah gue dapet, dimana dari yg paling brengsek sampe yg paling diem jg ada. yang paling jayus sampe yg lawakannya bisa bikin gue ketawa ampe nangis jg ada. yang lebaynya parah sampe yang bener-bener mateks ekspresinya jg ada. gue kangen divisi 2 :(

nggak cuma X2. gue kangen sm seseorang.

kalo lo baca post gue duluduluduludulu pasti tau sm si orang dengan julukan Yaha.

here's another 'ta-dah!' . now he'd gone.

dia pergi ke sebuah tempat, nggak begitu jauh sih, tapi gue kemungkinan besar ga bisa kesana.emang gue bukan siapa-siapanya. siapa sih? cewenya bukan, adeknya bukan, bahkan ngobrol dekat sbg teman juga ga pernah!

'ya terus knp kalo dia pergi, jeng?'

awalnya gue rela rela aja tuh. secara kan gue bukan siapa siapanya ya. nah baru dah. seminggu begitu dia pergi, begitu gue masuk sekolah, langsung deeeh. hoho. kerasa ada yg beda.

biasanya di sekolah mata gue paling ngincer tangga. nungguin orang-orang turun. dan biasanya Yaha turun juga :) dan gue bisa senyum sendiri dan bisa seneng.

sekarang? suram boy. ga ada yg bs bikin gue senyum sebahagia kyk dulu gitu deh kalo ngeliat cowo. lebay yak. tapi beneran deh. ga ada yg gantengnya se- high quality kyk dia.

trus mulai deh gue kyk orang tolol ,kyk obsessed gitu, kayak kangen mulu tiap hari, serasa gue pacarnya, pdhl bukan. padahal gue ga pnya hak buat kangen sm dia sebenernya haha.

tapi gimana ya. sekarang gue sangat ingin kembali ke masa lalu.

seperti kata Frian di twitter : Selalu "dulu" yang dibicarakan. "Dulu" selalu lebih baik dari sekarang.

kapan gue bs ngeliat tuh cowo lagi yaa? atau malah mungkin tidak akan pernah lagi?

lama-lama gue susul kesana juga.

another really-suit-my-life song

2010-07-15T23:13:00.000-07:00

hey. gue lg galau! haha ga penting. hm yaudah sih skrg jg ga hubungan masalah gue galau apa nggak kok postnya.

sekali lagi saya menemukan lagu yang terlalu pas di hidup gua. awalnya pas denger lagu ini gue pikir nadanya aja catchy trus bagus gitu jdnya gue dengerin aja. trus gue baca liriknya, lalu gue paskan dengan yang terjadi di hidup gue...DANG! terlalu cocok saudara saudari! ya ada sedikit bagian yg nggak begitu bener sih tp tetep aja pas :) here's the song!

Maybe I need some rehab
Or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley
I'm makin' those desperate calls
I'm staying up all night hoping
Hittin' my head against the wall

What you got, boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love is my drug
Your love, your love, your love
I said your love, your love, your love is my drug
Your love, your love, your love

Won't listen to any advice
Momma's telling me I should think twice
Better left to my own devices
I'm addicted, it's a crisis

My friends think I've gone crazy
My judgment's getting kinda hazy
My steeze is gonna be affected
If I keep it up like a lovesick crackhead

What you got, boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love is my drug
Your love, your love, your love
I said your love, your love, your love is my drug
Your love, your love, your love

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you leave

Hey, so I gotta question
Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum?
Is my love with your drug? Your drug, your drug
Your drug, is my love your drug?

Because your love, your love, your love is my drug
Your love, your love, your love
I said your love, your love, your love is my drug
Your love, your love, your love

Because your love, your love, your love is my drug
Your love, your love, your love
I said your love, your love, your love is my drug
Your love, your love, your love

Hey, hey, so
Your love, your love, your love, your love is my drug
I like your beard

Banyak bagian yang terlalu PAS! hahahaha! silahkan cari sendiri. kalo kenal gue, pasti tau :) oiya. in Kesha's , Your Love is My Drug :)

see ya!

i miss you

2010-07-14T05:58:00.000-07:00

jujur yak. sebenernya kalo dilihatlihat nih lagu gak cocok sm gue berhubung gue ga punya cowo -_- cuma gue lg kangen banget sama orang :( uyea. sialan nih gara-gara ada yg ingetin, pdhl udah baik baik aja gitu gue ga mikirin dia lg banyak-banyak. tibatiba ada yg ingetin dan DANG! kebayang ampe skrg.

To see you when I wake up, is a gift, I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same,as I do, is a Three-flip utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain
So would I be out of line, if I said
I miss you

I see your picture, I smell your skin on, the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days, but I'm already wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know, that I care
And I miss you

lebih tepatnya sih ya ini untuk seseorang krn dia ngalamin hal yg sama :) tp gue jg lagi kangen banget bangetan truuus beberapa bagian lagunya bagus gitu deeeeh hahaha :) sangat pas. unyu.

FYI, it's Incubus - I Miss You.

Incubus rocks. Lagu-lagu mereka bener-bener bisa jleb bgt di hidup gua haha -_-

Prince Zuko ♥

2010-07-12T04:58:00.000-07:00

yo! gue mulai ngebacot di blog haha -__- abisan modemnya udh ada lagi yeaaaay! thanks to my uncle :)) i'm active in blogging again now!

ehm and i just found another handsome fiction boy. sebenernya udh lama siih gue ngefans sama dia tp gara-gara kemaren ada marathonnya mulu di Nickelodeon, jdnya makin ngefans haha :) trus jadinya gue pantengin tuh marathon. the handsome fiction boy is Prince Zuko ! *pasang kembang api, applause*

yakyak ada yang tidak tau tentang dia? hm pernah nonton Avatar : The Legend of Aang ? iya, yg cowo botak dengan kepala bertato panah itu *ngomong sendiri* ya pokoknya itu lah. hmmm trus kalo mantengin dr awal pasti tau musuh pertamanya si Aang itu kan namanya Zuko. Dia pangeran dari Fire Nation gitu deh trus ngejar si Aang gara-gara si Aang itu Avatar gt deh. Di season 1-2 dia jd antagonis gt, sempet jadi baik, trus jadi jahat lagi -_- trus jadi baik lagi (yak emang nih orang rada gajelas) yah pokoknya akhirnya dia jd baik gara-gara mau ngelawan adeknya yang ternyata jauh lebih licik -_-"

jujur aja nih. awal-awal dia nongol gue benci bgt sama nih orang satu -_- abisan rambutnya diiket gitu nyaris botak adoh jelek deh. seperti ini contohnya :

jelek kan?! tapi gue mulai berubah pikiran begitu dia potong tuh kunciran, trus rambutnya tumbuh, semakin tumbuh, jadi gondrong shaggy, dan gue jadi ngefans! tampan bener hailah. yakni jadi seperti ini :

ganteng kan?ganteng kan? ganteng kan? wooooooooooo

hm mungkin beberapa dr anda yg baca post ini merasa "apa gantengnya sih? liat tuh matanya sipit sebelah! liat tuh ada luka bakarnya! apa gantengnya?!". hm ya coba tolong lihat lg fotonya yg rambut gondrong, trus tutup bagian lukanya. ganteng loh, i'm seriouuuus. i'm a big fan of him now >:]

he's a handsome devil, isn't it?

Kami Sepuluh Dua, Angkatan 23

2010-07-09T07:37:00.001-07:00

hai. sekarang gue kelas XI loh. XI SOS 2. Jadiiii gue sudah pisah dengan X-2, kelas yang menemani gue (iyeh) dari tahun 2009-2010. Kelas yang seru banget yaaa hahaha :)

Unforgettable banget lah. Gue inget dari hari kedua MOS dimana gue seneng banget gue sekelas sm banyak temen dr PL juga kyk Elin,Jenni,Anne,Astri, sama cowok-cowoknya. Terus MOS mulai, kita bareng terus yak haha. Terus abis MOS pas demo ekskul jg bareng terus kemana-mana, segerombolan rusuh. Apalagi pas 17-an. Bener-bener satu kelas berombongan jalan-jalan kemana-mana, kompakan bikin video penghujatan kepada seseorang haha. kompak banget pool haha :)

dan berlanjut terus. X-2 kelas paling seru yg pernah gue dapet. Tiap hari gue pasti ketawa, kalo gak gara-gara si Anne Jenni Judith Astri yang konyolnya suka parah banget, tindakan konyol cowo-cowo sm gosipan cewe-cewe. Pas istirahat udah biasa ya cowo ribut sendiri main g-string atau tiban-tibanan, trus mereka suka rada ga tau diri kakak kelas jd korban juga haha, yang cewe nonton aja sambil cerita bareng-bareng haha.

the best X-2 moment ever ya Ciawi X-2 laaah. Di Pringayu, villanya Judith (dimana si yang punya vila malah kagak ikutan, cm dateng bentar di hari kedua -__- ). Seneng-seneng bgt deh hahaha, bikin BBQ, main UNO kalo ga ada kerjaan, ke sungai (dan basah-basahan disana), ngebolang ngelilingin hutan tau mau ngapain karena ternyata akhirnya balik ke tempat semula -_- , HAH seru banget lah ahhaha :)))

beh bakal kangen intinya gue sm kelas ini hehe.

thanks a lot X-2 :)

hello! oh gosh hello!

2010-05-09T04:15:00.000-07:00

hello hai hey oi woi wey! it's been a long long long time for me to not post anything in this blog, aren't I? ooh i miss you all :) (padahal ga ada siapa siapa)

yah you know lah gue gatau mau begimana yak gaada modem dll jadinya skrg main ke rumah tante gue dulu biar bisa internetan. skrg gue ngepost uooo. oh iya, first thing to say, thanks a loooot for timami , yang udh memberikan award bagi saya hahaha. terimakasih banyak loh terimakasih banyak

skrg gue langganan remed uoh. remed mulu kerjaan gue padahal gue udh jarang internetan (tp jadi makin sering nonton TV). trus gue lg kere huuuuu susah bgt mau nabung tapi gajadi mulu. yawis laah.

hm and yeah my birthday was yesterday :) dan gue les yakyak dan krn gue ngantuk lesnya jd ga bener. hahaha

hm gitu dulu deh post setelah berminggu minggu tdk ngepost. yeah byebye :) see you again someday

will not really active in blogging,again.

2010-04-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

yak begini. mungkin anda-anda belom tau, tp laptop, modem, sm PSP gue dua minggu lalu baru aja dicuri orang jadi ya, gue ga bisa begitu aktif ngeblog lg skrg.

sedih? of course i am. tp mau gimana? gue udh doa sm Tuhan, kalo Tuhan mau, tolong banget balikin tiga barang berharga itu. tp skrg gue udh nyoba relain, kyknya sih Tuhan nggak mau tuh tiga barang balik. fine.

yaudah gitu dulu aja sih, see you all. tidak berarti gue berhenti ngeblog ya, cm bakal jarang ngepost aja, gak kayak dulu.

gue sedang gila

2010-04-03T09:28:00.000-07:00

lagi stress begini jadinya, cubeecraft pun jadi bahan narsis. tapi lucu loh cubeecraft gue! yagak yagak? gue ngerasa kepedean bgt yak gue majang foto. tapi cubeecraftnya emg lucu, gmn dong? hahahaha. hm gue malu -_- oiya tadi tgs misdinar Malam Paskah, dan well agak hancur sebenernya -_- karena gue bingung. hah tolol bgt dah gue. tapi yasudahlah, oiya SELAMAT HARI PASKAH semuanya! :)

oiya dan dari kemaren kan gue heboh baca Bleach yak, trus gue nemu banyak gambar cowo ganteng Bleach gitu deeeh dan ada beberapa gambar yang bikin gue teriak saking takjubnya. oke gue tau ini freak tp gimana dong?

yg dibawah ini yang bikin gue paling meleleh.

oh yasudahlah, gue mau baca lagi deh, byee

cubeecrafting :) + holiday!

2010-04-02T06:55:00.000-07:00

halo!
akhir akhir ini gue blogwalking ke blog temen-temen. trus dari Cilla, gue ngeliat dia lg asik mainan bikin cubeecraft. gue jadi penasaran dan nyari template-templatenya, trus nemu deh banyak! yg baru berhasil gue bikin cubeecraftnya Renji, Ichigo, sama Sanosuke.

Ada yg Grimmjow, Shunsui, Kenpachi, Doraemon, sm Joker, tapi tinta printer gue yak habis dan gue ga bisa ngelanjutin cubeecraft-ing ria padahal ini lumayan menghabiskan waktu. pokoknya begitu tuh tinta printer keisi, gue bakal bikin tuh cubeecraft-cubeecraft! makasih banyak Cilla udh menginspirasi haha.

eh gue libur! YA AMPUN GUE LIBUR!! gue libur dari Kamis sampe Senin berhubung Paskah ya tp Senin ekskul -_- yasudahlah Kamis ampe Minggunya libur ini. dan gue tugas di gereja sbg PPA untuk Jumat Agung 2 sm Malam Paskah 1 hahaha, dan tadi barusan tugas Jumat Agung gitu deh. kemaren pd heboh nonton Passion of The Christ, gue sih ga mau nonton, bukannya mau gimana ya Tuhan, soalnya itu SEDIH dan gue amat sangat tidak tega. daripada gue nangis mending ga nonton. penderitaan Tuhan Yesus parah bgt :'( hm trus tadi gue tugas Jumat Agung ya gue ketawa pas penyembahan salib gara-gara gue ngeliat seorang ibu memaksa (mendorong dgn paksa) kepala anaknya buat nyium salib. hahaha anaknya mukanya pasrah. ga penting ya -_- ya begitulaaah.

oiya! gue sekarang sedang amat sangat ngefans sm GRIMMJOW! oooooooh grimmjow grimmjow grimmjow keren banget! ganteng pula! makin banyak cowo Bleach yang gue suka. ya beginilah ga nemu cowo ganteng di dunia nyata jdnya ngefans sm tokoh anime. tapi serius lah Bleach itu bergelimang cowok tampan. Ichigo, Renji, Grimmjow, Hitsugaya, Hisagi, haduh banyak lah!

oke gue mau lanjut baca bleach ya. byee

really really wish they are real.

2010-03-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

udah deh gue udh ga tau lagi deh, seandainya mereka beneran ada di dunia nyata dan satu sekolah sama gue, udah jadi gebetan gue kali. sayangnya nggak ada yang kayak mereka. yaaa gue udh mulai gila, ngegebet tokoh anime. tapi mau gimana? masalahnya mereka ganteng.

*meleleh*

k-kinda busy

2010-03-26T21:19:00.000-07:00

hiya knp gue tulis judulnya begitu? soalnya ada kata itu di lagu Telephone punyanya Lady GaGa ft. Beyonce. eh asik bgt tuh lagu gue suka bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet hahahahaha

yap videoklipnya emg panjang soalnya bnyk bacotan gt deh kan kyk film katanya. tapi lagunya asik bgt haha

yah lagian judulnya jg agak nyambung kok dengan kondisi gue skrg, soalnya gue jg sibuk unyuunyuu apa deh. tau lah pokoknya gue tepar skrg, pengen libur seminggu. capeeeek.

dan berhubung gue lg bosen gue lg pengen bikin cubeecraft. tp lagi bingung enaknya pake kertas apa ya? hvs bisa ga sih? atau malah kertas foto? -_- yg biasa bikin cubeecraft help me dong. gue nemu templatenya ichigo dan itu gue pengen banget bikin nyahahaha. dan gue jg udah nemu bnyk templates cubeecraft hahahahahahaha.

eits td gue bagi rapor gitu deh. dan merah gue yak ada di berbagai tempat. dan pinternya lagi seakan si bapak widi dan bapak tri itu kompak, meminta gue untuk pindah ke depan. watdefak bgt ishhhh gue ga suka duduk di depan! haduh. yasudahlah gue jg udh ga tau mau ngapain hahahaha -_-

oiya! lo harus buka channelnya Smosh di Youtube. video mereka kocak parah ya hahaha yg If Movies Were Real sm If Video Games Were Real. gue ketawa ngakak ngeliatnya ckckckck. ya mungkin bagi beberapa orang ga lucu tp menurut gue itu kocak banget. coba aja cari di Youtube kalo bisa. tapi serius kocak bgt ckckck

hm gue mau lanjut baca bleach dulu deh yaa. ttyl!

not-so holiday?

2010-03-23T06:40:00.000-07:00

he-ya! kembali gue menyampah disini. abisnya bosen dan nungguin bleachnya lama yasudah gue ngepost aja.

eh gue lg libur loh berhubung anak-anak kelas 12 nya lagi UAN. semangat yaaa Gonz #21 dan semua anak kelas 3 SMA yg lagi UAN lah. naah diakibatkan UAN inilah, gue libur seminggu!

eh tapi. lu tau sekolah gue apaan kan. dikasih tugas selama liburan. kimia numpuk, banyak bgt. matematika yg logika sih gue udh ga peduli, nanti pas masuk sekolah gue udah siap bawa folio trus nyalin. bahasa inggris udh nyari beritanya tapi belom gue buletin sm lingkarin verb sm adjectivenya. fisika? makalah sentripetal cuma udah nemu bahan, abis itu ga tau mau diapain lagi. tralalalala. dan selama liburan, gue ada ekskul. full selama liburan, kecuali hari Minggu kemaren sm hari ini. nice.

oiya. gue memilih make basecode biasa lalu gue edit-edit, dan ta-dah! inilah skin blog gue. agak aneh sih. tapi gue lg cinta-cintanya lagi sm Hiruma. jadinya gini deh. dan mungkin skinnya bakal tetep gini untuk waktu yang lama. hm dan gue kangen X2.haha. padahal mau karaoke, tp ada ekskul jd mungkin ga bisa ikut nih huhuhu.

apalagi ya? gue ga ada bahan curcol lagi. oiya, hm gue mendadak emg jd religius gini tapi seriously, Tuhan itu baik banget. sumpah. bener-bener baik :)

bye!

and, addicted to bleach, again.

2010-03-22T19:39:00.000-07:00

readers. sekarang, saya mengakui bahwa saya sangat tergila-gila dengan BLEACH.

eh ya nggak tergila-gila banget. lebih tepatnya gue lebih tergila-gila ke cowok-cowoknya. they are just way too COOL.

Ichigo. eh parah ya tuh orang,dia ganteng ga boong. pas pake jubah bankai dia ganteng bgttttt gue suka banget sama matanya! ah ganteng nyuk

Renji. kereeeeeeen! rambutnya uwoh rambutnya merah gondrong hish keren ga boong. ganteng pula aaa dan emg suka konyol sih, tapi ganteng.

oiya tadi baca bleach lagi dan ternyata aizen itu sungguh amat jahat ya uouo.

hm nanti gue sambung lagi, mau baca bleach dulu, seperti biasa, addicted. bye
HITSUGAYA. khusus Hitsugaya, gue caps lock. umurnya masih 13 tahun tapi ganteng! ga boong ganteng aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ganteng banget adooh hitsugaya! aaah lucu banget

boredom attack

2010-03-15T07:29:00.000-07:00

nyuk gue bosen. twitter udh mulai sepi. baru jam 10 pdhl dan besok libur. jadinya gue ngebacot disini aja deh ya.

hm kan ngomong2 bleach udh ga disetel di animax, wtf banget. dan untuk melampiaskan kerinduan maka gue buka onemanga dan baca. dan ternyata yaaa sudah banyak sekali ya dan sudah jauh sekali -__- chapter terbaru udah 400-an sementara yg terakhir gue tonton masih chapter 100-an. skrg udh chapter 151, lumayan lah berapa puluh chapter hari ini. dan gue menyadari beberapa fakta ttg Bleach :

1. Kurosaki Ichigo itu GANTENG. serius pas dia nyelamatin Rukia, itu ganteng

2. Divisi 11 paling keren dan prinsipnya paling bagus. Mereka ga peduli kematian gt. Menurut mereka mereka baru kalah kalo mati, dan prinsip mereka "Everyone will die someday, so fight well before you die, because whatever you do, you will die!"

3. Kapten divisi 9 ,gue lupa namanya, punya masa lalu yang kasian. oke dia keren sih cuma ternyata kasian gitu, pas dia nyaris dibunuh Kenpachi gue jadi ngerasa kasian.

4. Abarai Renji itu GANTENG. sumpah, apalagi pas rambutnya digerai. tapi apapun yg terjadi yg paling ganteng itu Hitsugaya.

5. Ichimaru Gin itu sialan. oke gue belom tau niat dia sbnernya apa tapi menurut gue mukanya itu nyebelin bgt

Oke dari beberapa puluh chapter yg gue baca, ya itulah yang kirakira bisa gue tarik.

kaki gue pegel bgt para pembaca. serius deh aduuh sakit. seluruh badan sih sebenernya. paha ampe betis, lengan, rusuk dll sakitlah. tau nih kenapa. semoga bisa sembuh. leher lg wannabe siap siap aja sakit duh. menderita bgt. trus tadi udh diajakin Andiza airsoft trus gue malah ga dibolehin sm nyokap huuuuuuuuuo. besok gue ada acara gereja pula sampe sore. huah.

hm gue ngantuk nih,dan mau lanjut bc bleach jadi byebye

uyea!

2010-03-13T03:48:00.000-08:00

halo! saya bahagia knp? karena mid semester 2 selesai! halleluya puji Tuhan. daaan gue remed Mat (duaduanya), Kimia, sm EKONOMI. WHAT THE HELL. apaan bgt ekonomi gue merah?! gue bisa ngerjainnya gitu. tau ah. yaudah deh berharap sm fak mayor ips lain dah.
daan pdhl gue udh rencana pergi hari ini. rupanya oh rupanya ada latihan cheers, yo wes gue dtg ke senayan. dan gue ngerasa jahat bgt haduh udh ngelukain banyak orang karena gue bodoh! -_- dan ternyata besok hrs tampil di gonz buat nyambut loyola. hadoooooooooh gagal lg libur gue. aoubvaksfndvsufau

oiya mukjizat yg gue alami adalah...Fisika gue ga remed. keduanya. sebenernya gue msh rada ga percaya, tp mukjizat itu nyata teman. dua duanya lg gue ga remed. hebat banget deh Tuhan.

yaudah deh gitu aja, krn sebenernya gue lg rada mubet. need a mood booster (ngikutin elin) oke daah

iseng sajaa

2010-03-12T05:07:00.000-08:00

halo hm gini sebenernya gue colongan -_- gue bosen belajar geografi. sebenernya semangat. ah tau lah. tibatiba gue pengen ngepost aja gitu.

post kali ini tentang Top 25 Most Played di iTunes gue. ga penting sih. yaudah sih cuma buat menuhin hasrat ngepost kan. bytheway, here they are.

25. Dang Dang by ZZ , played 71 TIMES
ini pas jaman gue lg cinta cintanya sm Eyeshield 21 trs pengen lagunya dan akhirnya dapet dari Morla. sekarang udh jarang dengerin sih haha

24. Halo by Beyonce, played 70 TIMES
hahahaha aseeeek ini gue punya liriknya jd suka nyanyi brg adek gue. trus nonton di OK Karaoke trus nyanyi juga. enak sih lagunya haha

23. Nightmare by Snow, played 80 TIMES
openingnya jigoku shoujo futakomori. enak banget loh nih lagu, serius! tp volumenya yg gue download rada kekencengan ya jadinya gue suka budeg abis dengerinnya

22. Russian Roulette by Rihanna, played 80 TIMES
hm gue ga suka kok lagu ini. serius. gasuka. adek gue yg suka.

21. 3 by Britney Spears, played 81 TIMES
asik dah lagunya hahahaha di bagian mana gitu gue suka banget. volumenya jg kekencengan jdnya gue suka budeg dengernya

20. Going Home(instrumental), played 83 TIMES
ini soundtracknya Bleach, kyk musik latar belakang gitu. bagus banget sumpah! gitarnya bagus banget huooooo serius ah

19. Until The Day I Die by Story of The Year, played 92 TIMES
waseek nih lagu keren aahahahaha gue dengerin nonstop. asik bgt gitu deh drumnya sm gitarnya pengen bisa hhuhu

18. Anna Molly by Incubus, played 93 TIMES
aaaaaaaaaaaa ini gitarnya keren banget ya Allah Bapa keren banget sungguh! gue pengen banget bisa! drumnya juga duh seandainya gue bisa main. gue lgsg suka pas denger karena..terlalu bagus.

17. Lovefool by The Cardigans, played 96 TIMES
kalo anak X2 pasti sering denger gue nyanyi lagu ini dimanapun. hahaha gue suka sih enak dan mudah dihafal (?) yah pokoknya gue suka deh. love me love me~

16. The Call by Regina Spektor, played 103 TIMES
lagu ini sangat mengingatkan akan masa kelas 8, trus enak bgt gitu lagunya hahaha udh jarang dengerin juga sih skrg huh

15. Blah Blah Blah,by Ke$ha ft. 3OH!3, played 105 TIMES
enak banget lagunya hahahahaha gue suka bgt dengernya woohoo. lagu favorit gue judith anne lalala

14. We Made You by Eminem, played 105 TIMES
ini adek gue yg nyetel jadi bukan gue. biasa aja menurut gue haha

13. Cinta Melulu by Efek Rumah Kaca, played 106 TIMES
satu satunya lagu Indonesia di Top 25 Most Played di iTunes gue. gara gara abis closing gonzfest gue jd suka bgt daaaan begini hasilnya. tadah.

12. Lovegame by Lady Gaga, played 111 TIMES
hmmm bagus lagunya. gue suka pas pertama kali denger. terus pernah karaoke sm anne jenni prilly pake nih lagu haha

11. The Only Exception by Paramore, played 114 TIMES
baru gue download kemaren. SUMPAH YA YANG NAMANYA LAGU BAGUS aduh enak bgttt hm trus gue udh bahas kan di post sebelumnya?oke

10. Rain by Mika, played 116 TIMES
seru loh lagunya! video klipnya lucu hahahha trus Mikanya lucu

9. Tik Tok by Ke$ha,played 121 TIMES
seru wah enak deh lagunya hahaha si anne fans berat. emg bagus sih lagunya hahaha enak gitu

8. Trouble Is A Friend by Lenka, played 131 TIMES
awalnya kocak loh. lucu ah lagunya trus enak juga, liriknya sangat deg hahaha

7. Ripped Pants by Spongebob Squarepants, played 134 TIMES
*malu* oke lagunya bagus tau. dengerin deh. lucu

6. Fuck You by Lily Allen, played 142 TIMES
lagunya iramanya lucu. tp kata katanya nggak lucu. ya begitulah. bagus kok

5. Not Fair by Lily Allen, played 143 TIMES
adek gue yg sering nyetel. ga tau. aneh sih lagunya country tapi liriknya gitu hahaha

4. Chain by Back-On, played 152 TIMES
awalnya keren banget loh sumpah, openingnya Air Gear. keren banget beneran awalnya

3. Blaze Line by Back-On, played 191 TIMES
ini juga ga kalah keren. Back-On kalo udh masalah gitar keren banget deh serius. openingnya Eyeshield 21 favorit guaa ahahhaa

2. Bad Romance by Lady Gaga, played 223 TIMES
oke gue pernah suka bgt sama nih lagu, hasilnya begini. tp seru gitu sih. skrg udah bosen gue lalalala

AND THE WINNER IS.........

1. Arigatou by Orange Range, played 284 TIMES
tau yang namanya lagu dengan instrumen gitar bagus banget dan nada bagus banget dan menyentuh dan bikin melting? parah nih lagu enak banget ga pernah bosen dengerinnya. bagus banget parah.

oke itu dia. cm gitu doang. bye

curcol

2010-03-10T23:34:00.000-08:00

eh halo semua pembaca yang ada! hm gue ganti font jd skrg post gue pk trebuchet ms (ga penting) tapi yaudah lah.

gue skrg lagi middd dan ya begitu deh biasa ya susah hahaha. kemaren mat sm fisika gue les brg mario sm matthew, ya gitu deh sebenernya ga begitu ada bedanya ya gue tetep ga begitu bisa ngerjain. trus sisanya ya ampe skrg lumayan lah, gue bisa-bisa aja kecuali mat fisika kimia ya. besok sosiologi sejarah. sebagai anak IPS, gue harus BERUSAHA!

eh eh liat post gue yg sebelum ini kan? itu lagunya Paramore yg The Only Exception. enak banget lagunya aaaaaaaaaa bagus banget sumpah! pertama kali denger gue langsung suka, tp gue ga begitu merhatiin liriknya. baru deh tadi gue buka metro lyrics trus gue baca liriknya. dan ternyata, DANG. kenapa sangat pas dan cocok buat gue? ya ada beberapa bagian yg nggak sama persis kyk keadaan gue sih. tapi 3/4 nya bener-bener sama persis kayak keadaan gue.

ya anda-anda tau laaah kan gue ga mau punya gebetan, ga mau suka sm orang. mau hidup bebas aja gitu bersama teman teman krn gue udh sering ngalamin yg namanya patah hati. gue ga mau ya namanya suka banget gitu sm cowo terus abis itu ngeharepin banget terus taunya ga nyampe alias bertepuk sebelah tangan (cailah). karena itu rasanya sakit sekali, para pembaca! maka ituuu gue ga mau punya gebetan dulu. hidup biasa aja. kalo pun ada, ya gue cm bilang "duh ganteng ya, duh baik ya" tp ga nyampe ngarep "gue pengen dia jd cowo gue..gue pengen blablablablabla" haha tae. itu kebanyakan mimpi kawan!

nah sialnya brengseknya,gara-gara seorang cowok, prinsip yg gue usahakan nyaris hancur lebur! yg gue sebel situasi sm kondisinya beneran ga mendukung duh dammit bgt sumpah! sangat bertolak belakang dengan kemauan gue. gue maunya A, takdir bikinnya B. sebel tau gak. dikira ga capek apa ngusahain prinsip gue?

capek tau. gue udh ada 'rasa', skrg gue inget prinsipnya Kid dan gue berusaha buat hilangin. hilang hilang hilang! nah akhirnya hilang. taunya, begitu hilang, kondisinya memperparah dan jadinya nongol lagi kan 'rasa'nya. nyebelin.

gimana ya..jdnya lagu the only exception cocok sekali ya dengan gue. gue sdh berusaha untuk tidak memiliki crush lalu si cowo ini dateng dan yaaa membuat gue nyaris kalah.

tapi seperti yang sudah ditulis di post sebelumnya, gue NGGAK BAKAL KALAH. gue bakal usaha. gue ilangin perasaannya sebisa mungkin karena gue ga mau ada resiko sekecil apapun yang bakal bikin gue ngerasain yg namanya patah hati lagi.

maaf ya kalo para pembaca nggak ngerti gue nulis apa..yaudahlah. namanya jg curcol. kayaknya sih semuanya nggak ngerti. bye.

the only exception

2010-03-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

When I was younger i saw, my daddy cry and curse at the wind. he broke his own heart and i watched as he tried to reassemble it.
And my momma swore that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But darling you are the only exception,
you are the only exception,
you are the only exception,
you are the only exception

Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone but keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this,keeping a comfortable distance and up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness.
Cause none of it was worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception,
you are the only exception,
you are the only exception,
you are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality,but I can't let go of whats in front of me here.
I know you are leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
Whoa,oh,oh

You are the only exception,
You are the only exception,
You are the only exception,
You are the only exception,

You are the only exception,
You are the only exception,
You are the only exception,
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing,

Oh and I'm on my way to believing...

tau lagu yang TERLALU COCOK dengan kondisi saat ini? ya inilah dia.
hm tapi gue bakal tetap usaha dengan prinsip saya. Kid-sama, bantu saya dong. gue nggak mau kalah.

Ajeng's

HEELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

uhm..

mendadak.

hello~

16/04/2011

HOLIDAY!

*sigh*

annyeong!

Too many.

Korean?!

Dreamnator

Hello,Hello~

Romeo + Juliette

THE BEST GIF IMAGE EVER.

night spammingg

Brain-stucked

GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

award, for a long long long long time

ROCKETEER

you can't make up your mind mind mind mind mind *random*

Will the day I hold his hand ever come?

OH GOD.

THANK YOU!!

ISENG : 100 Truths

guy i like to marry.

let me tell you this.

YO!

wishlist 2011

2010.

CHRISTMAS EVE 2010!

GAH

holiday is, finally, officially started.

FCK.

Fairy Tail episode 50!

ICC Cup 2010!

humbalahumbala

ahem.

life.

Symphony Orchestra Owner.

10 things in my mind - Tuesday, 13-12-2010, 2.25 p.m. - this post published

HAWT!

Ice Armours

11-12-2010

Fairy Tail!

A Super Hot Ice Boy

heaven, for few minutes, or hours.

aku ingin menyusut

Reminiscence Merry-Go-Round

my temporary heaven :p

15/10/2010

touching words

Jambore 22 : Understand Where We Stand

future?

kak van's sweet 17th! :)

ultimate hobby! :)

become a (i hope so) bassist?

para operator promosi Speedy

blackout!!!!!!

oh maaaaaan >:(

i recommend you this site, guys.

it's Sunday, and I need a Sundae for my mood booster.

cursed you, all of Insects!

General Bernadette Ajeng Romanauli! :D

yo!

this time, an anime boy have totally distracted me.

harapan kosong :'(

halo!

hai.

lagu galau lagi! -_-

random (ini sampah, kalo ga mau baca yaudah)

sampah

Bonamana

helloo :)

helloooooooo

sampah (lagi)

random

hm

sampah

ta-dah.

sigh

you can't make up your mind mind mind mind mind random